My Life

CNY

2012-01-23T23:19:00.003+08:00

I HATE IT! EVERYTHING ABOUT IT.

Forever alone and study. Thats what i am gonna do during cny.

Happy new year!

2012-01-01T17:42:00.001+08:00

Yup. its 2012. and happy new year. So what's my new year resolution?

No. i dont have. For what do you wanna have resolutions if u dont work for it right. Not like i wish and it will just drop from sky. So, basically, u just gotto work hard and maybe with a little bit of luck u can do whatever u want/wish for.

Of course, things that i myself cannot control then i wont so bodoh go and work for it.

2012. I believe we will be going through alot. Much more than 2011. Year 3 sucks to the max when you have general surgery and medicine. Clinical years aren't easy at all. Lots of shit procedure and mahsa tortoise speed is doing things "well". Darling gonna graduate this year so dont know where he will go for posting and might be the last year we can see each other every week. Sigh. Sabah trip falls on supplementary exam period and seriously i am abit worried. Anyhow, what i can work for is to get through year 3 smoothly means gotto study like mad, spend more time with darling, ~~force~~ encorage my friends to study hard no matter what to make the trip work. YeAH! let do this together!

So, my pre new year resolution to study during this christmas break is kinda fail. Semangat last only about 3 days and thats it. Play till today. My god. One last day tomorrow and year 3 is gonna start rolling in again till cny break. Sis gonna be back soon and yup, there goes my study plan.

Rage. Drama. Regarding this i am gonna be less dramatic and reduce my rage moments pretend to be chill abit UNLESS .... ok so did i just rage? Oops.

Just wanna continue abit of jess post on ppl's attitude during a party/raft. Anyway, its really well written. Bravo! Now, its my turn.

WTF IS WITH THOSE PPL WHO SMOKES LIKE NO BODY'S BUSINESS when other ppl are enjoying the performances. Smoke smoke puffing over there pretending to be cool, DJ ask you to put up your hand, you raised the hand with the cigarette sticks between your fingers and sway the shit here and there like the smoke can do any nice shit effect.

Wah, this one dont rage cannot. You know sometimes is not like i anti social, but smelling those smoke makes me feel like i got chronic bronchitis and just wanna puke on those fellers. Imagine i really do puke on those ppl who smoked, the moment of joy is unexplainable. Yes, i hate smoke. Why do people wanna smoke in a crowded area? One person who wants to satisfied his/her shit necrotizing lungs can lead to a dozens of people breathing in secondhand smokes equivalent to asking the people surrounding him/her to go die of lung cancer. OK maybe not so serious STILL, want me to get use to the smell of smoke just to be like a social girl, nope, go to hell. thanks.

Oh ya, forget one more. I gonna work hard to lose weight. Try to go below 50 if possible. And darling is gonna do the opposite. Well, we shall see.

Tired. Good night.

Holiday

2011-12-23T22:29:00.003+08:00

Finally, my first holiday. Mid sem break. Cant believe is half way through sem 1 and what i have learned in year 3 is ................... Well, its holiday so dont think so much? lol

What can i say about year 3. Stress? not feeling it as much as year 2 but lots of conflict. Alot of misunderstood, Alot of impatience. Alot of nervousness. Alot of new things. I dunno whether i can still cope. Am i out of the society sometimes i think so much i cant breath. Family, friends, boyfriend. Its not easy but how. Who can help me? I dont understand and i am trying. Mayb not hard enough. I think i need to calm myself down and relax but i feel like i am slacking. You know like stuck in between. I dont really think u will understand what i wanna say but yeah its complicated.

Everything is gonna be ok. Yeah like i dont know. LOL

This holiday i wanna make it fruitful. Yes i am going to study. What to do. Time to catch up a little. Really very far behind. The pressure comes when ppl thinks you know but actually you dont know. So, got to make myself know some stuffs.

My whole entire world now is my darling. But he gonna graduated next year. So who can i depend on when he's not around?

Everything is give and take. Can i stop giving and just take for awhile? I think i cant.

OKAYY. its not an emo post and i am not gonna drama. I am glad its holiday. Hope to get some time to breathsleepshopstudyandLOVE.

Birthday love

2011-12-10T17:23:00.001+08:00

Year 1, when i was still single, i had a surprised party from my scouts friends and a surprise birthday cake from my classmates.

Year 2, when i first celebrated with darling, got a lomo and many other presents from my friends and a surprise mini cooper drawn on my car.

Year 3, IS THE BEST because i am 21. YEAH!

Had my birthday celebration together with shaun, another birthday boy 7 days after me. He gave me a new nick name, Ang Zecké. lol

This is my first present received. Darling give me angry bird's piggy pen drive. LOVE IT. Made my day man.

This is from darling's sister, Jen. From kuching. whoah jess, its green. lol

The most precious present i ever received, a cup where it can changes its surface by adding hot water.

See the difference? Its originally dark brown, then changes itself to pictures of me and ken at the bukit tinggi with words "Sotong and Redfish" after addding hot water. Cool eh'

The birthday cards i received.

1st from darling then from jen then from my all my special friendssss.

See see the inside. hehe

With all those messages. omg read till wanna cry. *drama

See how much my friends understand me. LOL

Other presents. Thanks guys

Its a doggy. Too cantik to put at phone la jane. I keep it in a box nice nice. hehe

HAND MADE from suwen. So nice right

Her hand skills. Just too good.

No matter how expensive/nice the present is, this is what i really want. The moment all of us together talk drama laugh happy as a pack of friends, is what i treasure most.

Of course, with darling too. Love

Taiping trip

2011-11-25T22:22:00.001+08:00

Last hari raya haji holiday went on a peaceful trip with darling. Not for fun nor food. Just pure both of us together away from kl and breath fresh air. Hence, Taiping was chosen.

In the car to taiping.

After 4 hours of driving, we reached our hotel. Good hotel btw.

Famous in taiping is the lake. Its really beautiful. I dont mind waking up to jog around it everyday. The view, awesome.

Its beautiful.

This is my darling who is so skinny. and i cannot put my pictures coz i fat.

The photographer as well

Ok la. Put one couple picture. hehe

Look at the roads and trees. There's running track by the side of the road for people to jog.

Driver too.

Highly recommended DUCK RICE. The sauce plus the duck is just too awesome. OMG

This is how the shop looks like. And see the bald guy sitting down there. He is the boss. I like him so much. When he smile, he look like some retired sifu from shaolin temple.

The shop from outside view. Its called "Peace" restaurant. What a coincidence right. Sifu looking boss selling duck rice in a peace restoran at taiping. Wahlao.

Of course, before we went back, stop by bidor for this. Not gonna forget this duck noodles as well.

My personal favourite picture from this trip. Love love.

It's still me

2011-11-18T22:05:00.001+08:00

Thinking u went to the wrong blog, nope. its still me. Just got my blog changed abit while waiting for the time to pass so i can sleep. Anyway, started my clinics and i am so happy with it but it makes me so tired everytime i drive home i feel like fainting in the car. @@ dangerous right. what to do. hospital next week. i guess its another place to be explored.

Yup, i wanna blog about Taiping trip. just need to wait for my film to get develop so i can blog about it and also blog about whale and jaron's birthday party. Alot of things happen so alot to blog. Sorry ar, wait!

No matter where you go, as long as you are with the right person, holding hands and walking together, it will always be the best moment which you enjoy most.

Feeling it

2011-11-10T21:44:00.001+08:00

YES! now i am feeling it. The student busy life with stress kinda feel. The student funny life with awesome friends that kinda feel. I am feeling the pressure and also the amount of stuffs i need to learn in year 3.

Today is my chinese birthday. Got to know it today itself after my mum msg me happy birthday. FIRST TIME you know. How hard can that happen in a life time that my mum actually wished me happy birthday through an sms. SO happy, i straight show wandee. lol actually she typed in chinese so i can only show her, if not i think i gonna show everybody already. HAHAHA i am very happy. like really. It just wipe off all the unlucky issues like coming for an 8 o'clock class but delayed to 9, doing my biostatistic homework all wrongly because i using old notes and that one have to thank yalda for checking my biostats homework and my clinics without aircond. Totally wipe out. Oh, and i just got a saman. Nevermind. I am happy i got my clinics. Omg dramatic nia.

Anyway, if i dont drama, its not me.. You wouldn't want me to ignore you when i am angry. That's very from the bottom of my heart type of angry. And i hope i wont do it to anyone. I think wont, i prefer to be drama then to be really ignoring type angry.

Darling coming back to webcam with me. Finally, one day he dont have to go to his repeated yumcha session like some tuition every night. He is with me. So, i waiting for him. Eventhough my patience limit quite low, but i am willing to wait for a moment that i treasure most.

AND its party this saturday. Kinda excited actually. One whole family of awesome bull shit people group together to cook dinner? I actually cant really imagine that happening. Even if it tasted like shit which i think me yalda and jaron wont make it happen, i am sure the party is gonna be filled with laughters, joy and camera flashes. So, what to complain about life?

Stare at my stack of radio notes yet to be read, my gs notes so messy i dunno which is which and my prostho and x ray not done yet, i can still laugh. Hahaha obviously.

Next post, taiping trip. =D

Loved

2011-11-08T12:00:00.003+08:00

Special post

2011-11-06T15:58:00.001+08:00

Nah nah. one special post for you le. Orang di atas is my class rep and also my 90% best friend. AND its his 21st birthday. Today wo. Hopefully this year u can have a peaceful clinical session with jane and a happy landlord-rentee relationship with whale and be a good responsible half-way serious class rep throughout year 3.

Haha, Happy birthday!

My batch

2011-11-02T21:47:00.004+08:00

Sometimes people ask me why i choose mahsa. Now, i have a reason.

Quotes

2011-10-23T17:45:00.002+08:00

Its holiday and i am stuck at home. Got to do something. hmm here are some quotes to read.

Pictograms

2011-10-22T11:04:00.000+08:00

By Viktor Hertz

Inner conflict

2011-10-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

Many people commits suicide because they cannot take it anymore or they have no choice or they think there's no point living in this world. All these, Inner conflict. There's always one and another to oppose each other.

I had inner conflict. All the time.

Standing at the guard house 30 minutes ago, one thought is my parents are here to fetch me. They're worried, its late, they're concern for me, they sacrifice their sleep to come and fetch me, mum most probably gonna nag me the whole day tomorrow. Another side, the opposite side. I wanna have fun with my friends. I wanna go and join my classmates at the party, i desperately wanna be there like really omg. Sometimes i just think why do i need to be born in this family. WHY? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?

You know whats the feeling when ur good friends are talking about something u dont know and you have to pretend like you are listening? You know whats the feeling when ur friends are laughing at something that you also didnt know just because weren't there to join them. WHAT are they talking about and laughing about and u just sit there watching them enjoying themselves. I dont want. I wanna join. I wanna know. I wanna be part of it. But i cant. I cannot. I do not have a choice.

Guess what. THE MOMENT I AM TYPING THIS, MY FRIENDS ARE INDEED HAVING FUN. and i really wanna be there. BUT AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN but i cannot. I have commitment to my parents. If i have fun with my friends, my parents suffer. If i go back early, i miss everything. social, love, interaction, fun. What should i do. What can i do? What Choice do i have? Why is this happening?

I am tired. Like really tired. Tired of thinking. Tired of arranging my time just to make both sides happy. Tired la tired. I dun anymore. I just wanna stop. Stop going out so i wont feel sad that i have to go back early. Stop having fun so i wont have to rush to go home in time.

I had class party and it was ok. For me. Coz i miss the best part. The most awesome part. What to do? Life. Thats my life.

Crying to sleep. Like my progressing best friend. Emo to sleep. no. he's not emo. He's having fun. I am the one emo-ing. My boyfriend teman me emo together.

SAD T_T Eye bengkak, nose block, tired.

Early Year 3

2011-10-19T22:25:00.001+08:00

Alright. time for some updates about myself. Year3 so far. Very relaxing. Way too relaxing i am afraid of the sudden hectic i might get after the deepavali holidays.

Oral pathology, totally dont know who how when what where is the lecturer?

Radiology, the most clearly taught subject. Yet, i am 8-10 topics behind. Time to catch up?

General Surgery, we got the "poorest" lecturer who can "buy" his PHD teaching us about ways to go bukit antarabangsa. Freaking gprs troll kao feller.

General Medicine, papa smurfs is really good in talking. Elaboration KING!

Cons, hmm gonna partner with Aaron Lai. yes we gonna deco our clinic cantik cantik pink color.

Prostho, so far so good. We've got Dr. HANA. oh yeah!

Oral surgery, doing well. Felt like its the easiest?

Biostatistic, wah. Math again. >.<

Perio? I dont know. but she seems to be a nice lecturer.

Anyway, hospital and clinics coming real soon. Not sure whether my fingers can handle all this. What to do? Its gonna be for life so got to love what i am doing right. Well, Awesome friends, loving boyfriend, supportive family, what else can i ask for. I just need to be myself and do my best in everything.

Recently injured my shoulders. Some insect lovely add on to the injuries by biting and causing swelling on my shoulders. Now i cant even put loads on my shoulders. gotto carry it like an aunty on my elbow or just use hand to hold it. Why is my bag so heavy? i dont understand.

Holidays coming, Darling also coming back. W,jaron,shaun,yalda birthdays,class party omg alot to entertain. But i cant wait for it. Sure gonna have something epic. Enjoy life while you can. Love

This guy. I love

2011-10-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

Darling's birthday

2011-10-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

This is custom made camera birthday cake. Well, not that real but its still something meaningful.

I decorated his room and tadaa.... but

This is what made it awesome. Tips, troll clues, transport cake and gifts. Thanks for all the time. Love u guys.

The Trip Last day

2011-09-26T18:00:00.000+08:00

Yes. Its last day of our trip. 3 days passed so fast ya. Dont wanna go back yet- face. i know. Lazy to even wanna make up and wear contact lens. And look, go angry bird umbrella I WANT. buy for me buy for me. $20 wo. Forget it la.

Singapore airport is awesome. Look at their recycle bin. Dont even need to think just throw concept. Very good. And bad news came. Air asia no plane for us. Angry. Delayed our flight from 2.10 to 4pm. What is this? Apa ini? Well, get to spend more time with darling then. Had lunch at Ruyi. Worlds first chinese fast food restaurant. Good food. The pudding. Yummy.
Since we had so much time, we went explore abit of the airport and we found out there's a cactus park. Yup, its on the ceiling so we went all the way there. Guess what make me very unhappy. Its next to a smoking zone with no barrier. Means the cactus can breath in smoke too. ><
After that we were tired and head back to our waiting zone. Free massage for legs. How good is that.

So thats the trip we planned a year for it. Hmm next trip, Macao? Bali? Sydney? i guess is another 1 more year. Till then. Got to come back to nerding life. Class starting next week. Hello FRIENDS! We are in YEAR 3.

The Trip Day 2 (Part 2)

2011-09-26T17:49:00.000+08:00

After lunch we went walk around. Taking pictures again. You just cant stop clicking your camera.
Then went try out the hats. And darling realized he owns a grill shop there. yalar dreaming. KT's grill. Maybe next time we go try. hehe

Pretend like the police but fail. Hehe Too fat to be a police lo.
Rushed to Waterworld for a show. And look at the crowds. my god. The show very realistic. Not bad. But very loud. LOL

Then is jurassic park. It is closed but we were able to take some photos.Sat in this railway flying thingy and its so fast, all pictures taken are blur except one. With my face in it. LOL

Following stop. Sci fi city. Yup this is where the real big roller coaster is situated and i too chicken for it. Aiyah wasted. Even if you have the guts also oops! Raining, cannot sit lor. Oh ya, the transformer city i think something like that coming soon.. So if you guys are going later in december, Good for you.
We went watch another show, monster rock band. Not bad eh. All of them can sing. Then to Steven Spielberg's special movie background. The last part is LOL! go watch it yourself. haha Oh course, in new york you will be able to take pictures with all these cars. Posing time.
So we were thirsty and went back to madagascar to buy drinks. And there's a madagascar real life performance going on. Aiyah miss it.

Then tragedy came. I went and sit on Gloria and my pants TORE. Yup look at my face smiling like i very happy, actually inside i am thinking HOW HOW how now. Darling my pants koyak wo. So we went back. Ohhh no. Didnt miss out much but couldn't shop any longer around the studio. So sorry guys, tak ada souvenir.

Gt back and bathed. Changed. And yes, my pants is saved by my mummy. Sewed back adi. LOL Went orchard road for dinner. Guess what we were so hungry we forgot to take pictures of the food. hehe

Its a beautiful place. So me and darling just went walk around. Tired but happy.

The Trip Day 2 (Part 1)

2011-09-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

Alright. Universal studio is my next destination. Since the plan of universal studio is up, till it is built and now it has been opened for several years, finally, i stepped into it. So after simple breakfast in my hostel, we took MRT to vivo city and took another MRT to waterfront and sampai-lah ke destinasi kita.
Of course, you guys know my personality, we went there 2 hours earlier. LOL tickets also haven sell. But, gives us the opportunity to take as many pictures as we wish since no human is there to kacao. Ticket price $66. Just walk in with the tickets and you can have fun all day. Food of course, makan sendiri la. Not included.

More photos. Hehe Have to wait and wait until the universal word turned to us just to get a nice shot.
The studio opened at 10am. But ppl already start que-ing up at 9:30. And Mr. Kungfu panda came to entertain us. Wah so very excited le. Already sweat till no make up on. LOL
First stop was hollywood. Means more more pictures. Haiyor really wanna be there with sf's. I believe we can make awesome pictures. Oh well.

Second stop, Madagascar. hahaha. we took so much photos i dunno which wan to choose. We sat in this boat thingy bringing us through madagascar whole storyline. With real fire blowing here and there and water spraying at you. LOL

Next stop is SHREK. Far far away land is super duper cool. Is like real. The ogre house, the castle, the 3D show can spray water and air at you, the donkey's performance (omg this wan very good must watch) and the drinks. Thumbs up ba.

See see the castle. And the flags are fake. No win blowing them. They dont move. LOL

Next stop, Ancient City. Now this is far from expectation. There's this trail for kids which i really wanna go sit but fail. Ass too big. No lah. We just went and sat the indoor roller coaster which is WAHHHHH!!! We rented a super high tech locker. No keys. Just password to lock and unlock ur locker. So u dont have to worry u lost the key or where to keep the keys and so on. I like. Talking about the roller coaster, I weren't prepared for it. Darling just say lets go in this one. Blur blur i said ok. Then only i realized its HIGH SPEED roller coaster. WAH? Nevermind. Then while i am reading how this thing gonna work like go backwards and real fire blowing up above you, flying up and down in the dark, and bla bla bla. We were forced to be seated already. Held darling's hand and AAAAAHHHH? started already. Must experience yourselves. Have no words for it.

Then Is NEW YORK. The old style.And the purpose of going to new york, of course lah for the food.
Lois pizza. Highly recommended HONEY WINGS. Its SCREAMING GOOD. Like really u just cant have enough.

The pizza. One piece is really big piece. Still, the table beside us with 5 guys and 1 girl sapu 2 WHOLE pizza. Sighed. Let me think of SF's straight away. Imagine we were there at the restaurant, i think 3 also can.

Dont forget, its expensive. haha Part 2 coming. =)

The Trip Day 1 (Part 2)

2011-09-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

Well, after Bugis, we went straight to somewhere near little india, took mrt to some park and waited for the bus to bring us to night safari. Thinking you dont know which bus to choose? Look at the bus with animals and whole lot of colorful pictures painted on the bus and you confirmed you will be in the right bus. Bus tickets $9 to and fro. Its around 45 minutes drive. And when u reached the zoo. It is like no other zoo u can imagine. No animals are being locked up. They all run freely in their areas. Super exciting. U can forget about Malaysia zoo and Taiping night zoo. Its totally a different concept. $30.5 per entry worth it.

I know, i never miss out the food. Bongo burgers. Fabulous. The sauce. OMG. And KENTEO's BBQ chicken burger is super highly recommend. Forget the price, its not cheap but its tasty. Having good food in a wooden like restaurant with your love one in a cooling night. What else can you say?

In my beloved country, going to a zoo means staring at the locked up animals and see some shows/performance from a far distance. And here in The night safari, u sit in an open air trek and circulate the whole hurricane like jungle or maybe jungle like hurricane. Does that make a difference? I dunno. But its great experience. Besides, you can even choose to walk and look into a leopard or a tiger without the animals being locked up. Its real life and the animals are just so dam closed. So i was a little upset because it was raining and i didnt get to walk so cant share with you guys. Yet, the performance was superb. What i am talking about is close-range animal performance. Videos with Ken Teo. Ask him show you.

Oh, another thing about visiting a zoo at night is NO using flash cameras. I mean its serious. Do not use flash. Damage the animals eyes or make them shocked. Not trying to be racist but ORANG CINA. OMG can STOP using flash ar. The staffs at the zoo keep on asking them to not use the flash and they are still so idiotic stubborn and deaf. Just freaking turn it off. "oh, i dont know how to switch off flash wo" Then dont use camera. Kinda piss off with this kinda ppl. HOw old are you? Kids ar? Dont understand english? My gosh. Chill chill. Its my trip. Not gonna ruined it.

Went back home after the show and took out all our souvenirs. No money buy souvenir so the tickets are the only memorable ones. LOL

Anyway, Universal studio story coming up in day 2. Wait!

=D

The Trip Day 1 (Part 1)

2011-09-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hello. I know every since dunno when i have been talking none stop about my Singapore trip. And yes! I WENT THERE FINALLY..by plane. So excited you know. Cannot sleep the previous night some more. hehe

Reached Changi airport which is so dam awesome. KLIA knockDOWN.. Changi airport is speechless. More info later about the airport on Day 3.
Next, we took MRT which is easy and convenient and FAST and CLEAN unlike LRT. U know which lrt i am talking about. We had to go to Boon Keng where our hostel is situated. "THE HIVE". Sounds pretty cool eh. Its for backpackers. Coz me and my boyfriend very poor so we have to save money on hostel. We just need a a comfortable place to sleep so its not a big deal whether is 6 stars grand like shinning hotel or a comfortable suitable for 2 double bedroom. Highly recommended if u are on a tight budget because the following pictures proves that its worth staying. MOST important its near MRT station.
So we waited at the lobby. Free wifi le. No lift. Staircase just abit hence acceptable. Our room name. "IRIS" and its so small when our hands spread open we can touch the wall but. LET me emphasize. BUT ITS CLEAN COMFORTABLE and and got HOT GUYS as receptionist. ok didnt take picture of the guy and its not good to mention names but yeah, even my darling say they got the body means they are hot la hot. oh and their voices, why all so cool wan? Maybe i too happy and excited everything and everybody seems to be that awesome huh. LOL

Thinking about the toilet. Its outside your room. Means u got to share. Means the toilet is bisexual. But doesnt mean is that bad. Its clean, got hot water and unlimited tissue to use. Enough for a toilet.
The breakfast room. Oh did i tell u the money u paid include breakfast. Think about it man. Bread u can toast, tea and coffee refillable, milk and cereal till u are dead full. Its just good.

Next stop. LUNCH TIME. We went to china town. The background is nice = LOMO time. Oops havent develope so got to wait.Cheap stuffs. Like really cheap. 30 key chains for $10. How cheap is this? but after you convert to ringgit. RM 25. Means okok la. Why Malaysian Ringgit so small? @@
After the long wait, take a tissue and wipe your saliva cos its FOOD. Good food. Duck rice OMG $4. and my boyfriend's Charsiew+chicken+large bowl of rice forget how much. Just stare at the photos.
We went for a walk after the meal. There's this indian temple. Woahh. Need to pay to go in. but nvm we just take take pictures ba.

After China Town, BUGIS, again a place where u can shop and eat like mad coz its so dam cheap. For the singaporeans, not malaysians. Personal recommend you to try the Japanese sponge cake with cheese. ONE word. Yummy!

And yes, thats about Day 1 (Part 1). Wait for Part 2 (THE NIGHT SAFARI).

Love.

Sien?

2011-09-01T23:27:00.001+08:00

I think i am kinda bored at home. LOL so bear with my blog. haha

we all need this

2011-09-01T00:10:00.001+08:00

LOL quotes

2011-08-29T22:42:00.002+08:00

Copyrighted by polyvore.

Holidays

2011-08-24T17:28:00.002+08:00

yup, am having my holidays. Ask me what i did and i'll go ermmmm....

ok. i wake up early everyday and eat breakfast and help my mum prepare lunch and dinner and watch tv and play sims and empire and play ipod and talk to family and go out with my boyfriend 3 times a week and thats all about it. lol

Oh got got la. Went broga for some climbing. ate some good food. had lunch with sf's via wandee and jess. And did some shopping for me sis.

She went to beijing like today and first time i drive from lcct back home. woohoo. without gps and sense of direction, i made it. Ok achievement of the month.

I'll upload some photos from broga, my sis birthday, my dad's birthday and maybe some of suki's emo picture. lol

Next month, Singapore. My only one and only vacation. I'm comingggggg

ok?

2011-08-14T22:30:00.001+08:00

Life

2011-08-12T21:37:00.001+08:00

15 ways to keep a relationship work

2011-08-09T10:32:00.005+08:00

Woosh

2011-08-09T10:08:00.002+08:00

Alright. So exam is now over. But viva comes next. Haiyor, apa ini. >.<

Anyway, what should my holidays be? I dunno. Guess i am just gonna stay at home and stare at the ceiling till year 3 starts? LOL

Once holiday start, i really have nothing to do. Like ok, i have been seeing my parents for the past 21 years so i dun think i need family reunion, my extended family, oops, tak tau wo. And my friends, studying, overseas, exam, went back home town. My sister, going china end of the month. My boyfriend, going back kuching. so its like, My holidays is __________. Blank. Not gonna fill in. haha

Well, something to look forward to. My 3 days 2 nights singapore trip in the mid of sept and maybe lots of exercise? To keep myself fit. Am too fat. T_T

Oh oh and go climb hill, lots of ipod games facebook games cleaning up my drawers do some shopping and and what else i dunno, save money?. Just hope i dont end up studying RADIOLOGY. WTF RIGHT??

okok maybe i just help my mum cook, do some house work, talk to my sister? and surf the internet. >.<

When it comes to holiday, FOREVER ALONE. LOL

Its alright. Take the time to relax before the real hectic year 3 comes.

Inspiration

2011-07-19T15:55:00.004+08:00

Alright. Enough of Negativity. These are some inspiration pictures (from Daniel Nelson) that worth the few minutes of your life looking at them. ^^

Exam

2011-07-17T15:30:00.009+08:00

Yup, my exam is coming. And yes! me and my friends are all struggling to cover up all the topics. Some even take coffee and end up having tachycardia, some have exemia syndrome. wth is that jane. haha and me. Sleeping disorders.

Case 1: Wanted to take an hour nap and end up sleeping 5 minutes before the alarm rings and when the alarm really did rang after 5 minutes, switched it off and wake up to study. Sleep = no sleep. Still freaking tired. Insomnia.

Case 2: Wanted to take an hour nap. Woke up 30 minutes later in a shock thinking whats the adverse effects of opoid because forget. wtf right.

Case 3: Wanted to take an hour nap. Woke up because got respiratory depression. I am so tired even, my diaphragm stopped working for a couple of seconds and have to wake up to breath like i just got chocked. LOL and then experiencing palpitation in my brain, vertigo and later nausea.

Case 4: (worst case) Wanted to take an hour nap. Woke up because of the same situation as case 2 or case 3. Decided to sleep back again thinking theres still some time. And there paralysis comes in happily. Its worst then insomnia. Ur body cant move an inch. All u can do is breath so dam hard and open ur eyes to see left and right. Yup ppl, go google this phrase. Sleeping paralysis. Its what i get all the time when i nap and go back to sleep after a shock.

So from the 4 cases u have studied, what are the possible solution and treatments available?

Go to hell?

Take drugs?

No i DONT drink coffee. Hate it

Maybe benzodiazepine. Shit whats the adverse effects again?

Time. YES! It shall be the time where exam is over and i can sleep without setting an alarm. I think the alarm make me stress. >.<

Sometimes i really hope, prof ikmal do read blogs. Let him see students' screwed up condition and give us a break. And not blowing at us for just little little reasons.

What am i suppose to do now? Lay on the floor and stare at the fan. Actually kinda relaxing. hehe no lah. where got time. Study all the drugs with LOL at the back.

Oh no. i should play my empire then go watch drama after dinner. stress again at night while studying then case reopen. Very fun ho?

=\

hello

2011-07-01T22:26:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone. i know. its really long since i last blog.

Imagine all the tests tutorials lectures and CLINICSSSSS. really can be ass at sometimes. I even need to write in my organizer when to go out with my boyfriend, when to eat with my family, when to wash my hair because i thought i didn't wash >.< when to cut my fingernails and put a reminder in my ipod to even bring water and food to class. Because trust me. U WILL REALLY FORGET when u are so busy with everything.

I stay with my sister and the only say 2 phrases i say to her during weekdays. "WAKE UP" in the morning and "GOOD NIGHT MEI MEI" at night. And i dont even know my dad went to Thailand for a seminar until he call back to say he REACHED thailand already. i was like WHAT???

See....my cycle everyday. Wake up, breakfast, drive, study, class, lunch, lab, driving back home which is jam since its 6pm then dinner, nap, study, sleep. Then next day same routine. Becoming more like a robot. Its a system. OMG.

Yeah i agree sometimes with jane. Life indeed SUCKS. When u have to redo a partial denture that u have been working for 6 months, getting shocked and stunned during an ospe where u think u did enough preparation on it, finding information on bleaching agents for pbl and patho test is just the day before the pbl discussion, taking deep breath like you are having emphysema when ur microbio lecturer is teaching, reading patho slides when a phd lecturer cant even explain them and many more issues about those ass sitting up there doing nothing but delaying finals.

Oh talking about finals. i would like to add one more point in jane's blog post on taking dentistry in my college. They will normally give u the period when ur finals end and u will have ur long awesome holidays. THAT IS FAKE. u know why? they will just come and tell u, "oh, erm SOME (note the word) SOME of you are slow and its prefered to extend ur finals so u have more time for ur clinics" and guess how long they extended it. FIVE WEEKS. LIMA. WU. GO. 5 weeks. And i already booked my flight tickets with my boyfriend on a vacation to singapore. We nearly cancelled it just for their stupid ridiculous without discussion with the students last min decision. Luckily. it is not comfirm and most likely it might not happen. but its my college. ANYTHING CAN CHANGE ANYTIME THEY WANT.

An advice from me. Go prepare yourself a plastic bag coz u gonna puck and womit hatred out of your gut.

Their reason for doing things last min,

"ITS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD. ITS YOUR EDUCATION THAT WE ARE CONCERN".

BLUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Yes, i am piss. what to do. Am stuck now in here. I really dont know how am i gonna get patients next year. >.<

But one thing that's holding me together is my mum, dad, sister, boyfriend, awesome friends like my sf's and a few good lecturers. Without them, life not just suck but meaningless. So, i guess i have to be strong for the next 3 years because u cant expect things from an acting like professional university.

People out there. i have to agree if you think my college suck. But the students studying in it, like us is still awesome because we never give up. What we want its just a piece of degree for us to work in the future.

For now, my focus is to get rid of year 2. And i think most of my friends are thinking the same too. We'll work together so whoever who thinks they cant take it anymore. Dont give up. I dont want my memory about you guys is a 2 years classmate in dentistry. It will be 5 years. I hope so. =D

Sorry. Its a long post since wasted 2 hours typing this post. LOL Have fun reading. and puking. hehe

Happy with life

2011-05-28T09:49:00.002+08:00

Are you happy with your life?

Thought life can be stress, not as smooth, unlucky at times, my answer to that question is always YES!!

All you need to have is to

Even if you are forever alone like some people, still happiness can be found.

Family's support, a home to stay, awesome friends and the love of my life.

I've got it all and i have nothing to complain about.

And sometimes, just 3 words and 8 letters make a difference.

I LOVE YOU.

Say it. And you'll get it back. Hehe

Which one?

2011-05-08T17:03:00.003+08:00

Reblog from lelove.

Which one do you believe in?

Photos

2011-05-08T15:48:00.002+08:00

To ~

2011-04-30T00:50:00.002+08:00

Well i guess every couple will undergo ups and downs and sometimes its kinda tired. Not saying that i am tired of my relationship but i do agree that people will or might get tired after several stages of arguments back together and argue again and come back together again.

Its hard to explain lots of stuff or rather its hard to say things out so clearly and let your partner know exactly what you are thinking about at times. All i can say is appreciate what you've got because its really hard to get to fall in love with the person that falls for you too.

Found this picture that i think can be meaningful to people out there who might be facing a little problem.

Btw, i am happy with what i've got now. Love!

Bitch?

2011-04-26T21:41:00.002+08:00

Reblog from someone.

all for one and one for all?

2011-04-19T21:29:00.005+08:00

2011-04-10T21:40:00.001+08:00

We are young

2011-04-09T09:20:00.002+08:00

We are young, we run free
Stay up late, we don’t sleep
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

Tonight you won’t be by your self-self
Just leave your problems on the shelf-shelf
You won’t wanna be nowhere else-else
So let’s go, so let’s go (we got the club like)

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) and all the girls sayin’
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) the whole world sayin’
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) yeah, yeah, come on let’s
Get drunk, toast it up, we don’t give a fu—

We are young, we run free
Stay up late, we don’t sleep
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

Throw our hands in the air
Pretty girls everywhere
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) alright, alright, alright
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) ah, ah, ah, ah
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) alright, alright, alright
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) ah, ah, ah, ah

We walk the streets like we don’t care-care
Our middle fingers in the air-air
So come and join us if you dare-dare
Yeah let’s go, yeah let’s go (we got the club like)

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) and all the girls sayin’
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) the whole world sayin’
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) yeah, yeah, come on let’s
Get drunk, toast it up, we don’t give a fu—

We are young, we run free
Stay up late, we don’t sleep
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

Throw our hands in the air
Pretty girls everywhere
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

It feels like, ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah
(It feels good, don’t it?) ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah
(yo, yo, yeah, d-don’t it?) yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
(yeah) We’ll be alright (ahh!)

It feels like, ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah
(It feels good, don’t it?) ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah
(yo, yo, yeah, d-don’t it?) yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
(yeah) We’ll be alright (uh-huh, ha-ha)

We are young, we run free
Stay up late, we don’t sleep
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

Throw our hands in the air
(ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Pretty girls everywhere
(ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Got our friends, got the night
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
We’ll be alright

by Bruno Mars

Last day

2011-03-27T17:50:00.005+08:00

So today is my last day of sem 1 holidays. And my next holiday? around june i guess but what matters is TOMORROW I AM GOING CLASS

Actually is a mix kinda feeling. Happy because i got to see my friends and not get stuck at home doing nothing besides going online. Sad because i'll have to start studying and waking up early and driving to pbd and juc looking for parking like mad and getting pissed off with the management.

So what have i done this holiday, Alot but not enough. Found some quotes which i find it meaningful and LOL in the same time.

"do you want to be with you if you met you?" erm i think so

"shopping is cheaper than psychiatrist" SO DAM TRUE WHEN U ARE UNDER STRESS AND PULLING UR HAIR LIKE MAD BEFORE EXAM.

Btw, everything is gonna start all over again from tomorrow onwards. Not really that looking into it but am looking forward to it.

I wan the angry bird case for ipod. BUY FOR ME ANYBODY. the green pig wan. hehe

My mandible teeth is totally off not in occlusion. and my incisors hurts means what now? i cant fit into my retainess and i dont want to re-fix braces. >.<

Guess i'll have to go check the dentist. Anybody wanna follow me go register tomorrow at mahsa 3rd floor?

Darling bought me ear phone. hehe i like but he having exam so after exam i wanna go watch movie with him.

Aiyor sorry ar. my post not organize. Very random. bye

LiFe

2011-03-21T22:00:00.001+08:00

Meditation

2011-03-18T23:09:00.001+08:00

Hmmm true?

Scribble

2011-03-18T14:34:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, so bored at home? Scribble then. hehe

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/2F6Gim/www.zefrank.com/scribbler/scribblertoo/

Awesome site.

See what i do. Its scribble so its suppose to be ugly. lol but i like.

And this is what he do. hehe like nicer ho.

Got do for the sf's also but lazy wanna upload one by one here. hehe I'll join them up and show u guys soon.

To be continued.

Thinking of you

2011-03-18T13:03:00.001+08:00

Tshudit!

2011-03-17T21:48:00.003+08:00

Holiday is the now.

But nothing have i is done.

Brain becoming more and more atrophied.

English fail-ing everyday.

So things to update, firstly of course the Pulau Ketam trip. Photos with me and i cant upload coz facebook super slow.

Next will be my gathering coming sat.

Then first time cooking in darling's place experience on sunday.

And about Japan. Pray la. Pray hard for them.

Their manners, attitude, spirit awesome. So dam awesome there's no perfect word to describe it.

Thousands of people using the school hall and no complains at all. Sharing IS indeed caring in this case. After they left the place, NO RUBBISH AND TRASH FOUND. This is what i call awesome. Clean.Perfect.Back to original.

Can we do that? hmmm some dont even know what is the phark "respect" means. Smoking like mad in mamak, talking like their voice is a microphone and throwing rubbish thinking that is the sweepers job. HELLO. TIME TO LEARN. FEEL ASHAMED.

I know many people said its karma.

Buat baik dibalas baik. What if you buat jahat?

Past: Murdered millions of chinese in world war 2
Present: Murdered millions of aquatic animals cruelly
NOW: Sorry japan. earthquake tsunami and nuclear factories explosion. SNOW add on to it.

Who's fault? Who can we blame? No one.

Its a natural disaster nobody wants it to happen in any country. So shut up and help them. Donate, give out love and support them morally mentally and financially.

Japan, be strong and stay strong. Thats all i can say.

Next update. Crab Island. Hatujapunese Tshudit!

February

2011-02-27T21:53:00.003+08:00

Today is last day of February. So its about time to see the review of the month.

Started with Chinese New Year. ewwww. okk yay! == i know you guys dont understand but yeah, its eww for me. Anyhow, i'll try blog it like its so happening. For ppl out there who dont know me, Chinese New year is memang suppose to be a very HAPPY occasion. So, dont try learn from me ok. I AM CITY GIRL NO.1

Had a week of holiday doing nothing, almost end up studying. see how sad. ok, at least i get to know my sem 1 test is so dam near. So panic-ed abit.

This is sf's having lunch together right before cny holiday and the cny deco in 1u. Nice lo. Even saw lion dance there. hehe Went ikea to see another 4 more lion dance. Gila. but what to do. Boring ma. lol ok its not boring. Its very fun looking at the lion dancing.

Well its cny so had gathering with my ex-form 6 classmates. hahahaha

Of course. Food which is good. MY ASS taste better. And due to certain tradition we have to make sure our presence in a family gathering where uncles and aunties look so happy together with their children also very happy with their electronic gadgets.

Besides receiving angpaos and eat lots of biscuits on the 1st day of cny, me and my sis also camwhored like mad. Coz we really gt nothing to do besides using the electronic gadgets on our hands.

We went to TUGU NEGARA on the 2nd day of CNY. Actually is a nice place but its SO HOT. i mean the weather. and again got nothing to do so we camwhored but with parents.

We even found a higher land ground and we played run-downhill-game and see who fall down first.

But the truth is nobody is happy. we are smilling for the sake of smilling coz is CNY. So emo pictures comes in.

However, the SF's came to a rescue and brighten up the CNY.

CNY lunch at dragon i. Awesome

AND THEN ITS 14/2/2011. Its my first valentines with my darling. Cant decide where to go and what to eat so darling suggest to do it in his place. He decorated his place as romantic as possible and ordered food from the restaurant i wanted to go for a long time. La risata. The dessert was good. hehe

We exchanged presents.

And its the night we will treasure the most.

Alright. So now its time to catch up with my studies.

copyright by me

Maybe I need a change?

2011-02-02T00:52:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I can't sleep. Today either. Yesterday talked with darling. He teman me till I sleep. Today he's with his friends. I don't wanna disturb him. So I'm typing this.

Had a gathering just now with some form6 friends. Had a great time. But too short. They came late and I went back early. Still, having able to meet them is a happy thing. Love to see them talk and laugh. Dam random. One of the most awesomest friends I ever had in life. Hehe

But still. I dunno why I dun like CNY. Maybe too long didn't celebrate. Or maybe thinking of the usual same thing gonna happen during CNY makes me feel sien about CNY.

No new clothes. Just holidays. No mood for anything. Not even blog online or chat with friends. Can't sleep well either. Am very tired. Sleep real late and wake up real early. My self alarm clock. 8am. Who the hell wakes up so early everyday. Me?

No appetite for food. Feeding my bagua to my dog. All the CNY food yeeerr. Yee sang. Straight eat straight puke.

Firecrakers. Making my ears deaf. Early in the morning waking up hearing beeping sound. Is that normal?

I want to be happy for a fresh start of CNY. Can ar?

Food. No interest. Movie. No mood. Visiting. Hate the most. Ang pao. Given to me thanks. Dun wanna give me. It's ok. Doesn't make a difference to me. Lion dance. Maybe. But the music too loud. Me dislike. What else? At least I've got holiday. Means wan me to study? Lol sf's will slap me.

So how? Gt anything worth me to anticipate this CNY?

Missing you

2011-01-29T23:19:00.001+08:00

Radio

2011-01-28T21:58:00.003+08:00

I listen to radio most of the time when i am driving. Especially Fly FM and Trax FM. They've got really funny DJ's and good talks too.

I can never forget some of them even.

DJ: Tell me a joke.
Caller: .....EKOJ is my dog's name.
DJ: erm ok. what so funny about it.
Caller: its the opposite of JOKE when you spell it out
DJ: OH LOLLLL

DJ1: Recent news. A 9 year old mummy reported to be the youngest mum ever. And the father of the baby is just 13 years old!!
DJ2: The kid is gonna tell his kid. DO WHAT I ASK YOU TO DO. BUT DONT DO WHAT I DO
Me: LOL

and manny manny more. Radio aint that bad.

Not chill kah?

2011-01-24T21:18:00.003+08:00

Blog about me. Very happy but stress. what! dont understand. yalor i also dont understand pharmaco. But i am still happy. Why ar?

I got my family.

I got my SF family.

I got my darling.

I got my classmates.

I got my awesome lectures like SF7.

I dont have money but i got fats.

Haiyor i know i am emotional all the time but but ok i am emotional.

I am not the chill type but actually ya. i am not the chill type.

I get angry very easily. NO, pretend to get angry very easily. YES

So guys, sometimes you dont have to take me seriously but must serious also. Ah, emotional again

Fine. I WILL CHANGE. abit. I WILL. okk i will change my attitude for the good so everyone will be chill and happy with me. LALALA. WTF

Alright, gonna be a long week. Cal-lab tutorial tomorrow. Microbio FLR wednesday. Cons on thursday. Dental material test on Friday. Darling going back on saturday. WAHHHH!

okok chill.

bye

Me @ Darling's hometown

2011-01-16T21:56:00.002+08:00

Alright. During my mid-sem 1 break, i went to visit my boyfriend in his hometown KUCHING, SARAWAK despite the tests and all. Enjoyed myself very much and sorry for blogging this 2 weeks later like what i said, GOT TESTSSSSS. Freaking screw up but dont mention it. Its time for me to blog about this awesome trip that makes him gained 2 kg. 2kg ok. Not easy le. hehe

Anyway, got my luggage packed 3 days before (filled with food actually) because miss my darling so much cant wait to go on the trip but my flight was 8am. @@ means gotto wake up early like 5 IN THE MORNING. Wah, tired-nya. BUT WORTH IT. (EMOTIONALLY)

So, the flight kicked into DAY 1 of my kuching trip. hehe Reached there around 10.30am and went to darling's house. CAMWHORED obviously. GOLDEN chance of taking pictures. Then lunch was a must-try kolo mee where you need to wait and wait and wait and wait and finally WAH SO GOOD.

Ohhhh and check this out. They have this older version of parking ticket system that i have not seen in my life before and LOOK AT THEIR SUMMONES. RM0.53 means FIFTY THREE CENTS compared to kuala lumpur which is RM30/50/100. To, DBKL or MBPJ. WHY U NO HAVE THIS PARKING SYSTEM?????

After lunch was museum time where i had a great time staring at the photos and unique antique stuffs in kuching.

Saw 2 things that i will never forget. A guy got striked by a lighting and became a stone and the whale impression given by wandee that is suppose to be cute end up in a bony like structure. LOL

After visiting the museum, we had deserts for tea time. Sugar cane with coconut fillings, white lady and METTAHORN.

Went back and had a rest then dinner at his house. His mummy is a very good cook. Forget to take pictures. oops. Off to "The Spring" for a movie "Gulliver's Traveller". Not bad la. But the cinema was the best ever cinema i had been to. Nice deco and interior design. Looks like a club. lol

DAY 2 started with simple breakfast which is cheese cake again hand made by his mum and sarawak 'ba zhang'. Then to the place called semenggoh wild life centre to watch orang utan. Saw 2 small ones. Rushed to the Jong's crocodile farm which had an awesome crocodile feeding show. Me likey the colourful head ostrich very much.

LUNCH AT TAIWANESE CUISINE. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. Had many taiwanese food made in malaysia and this is the best.

GO KUCHING so must take photos of the cat of course.

Went back for a rest and dinner with his big family. And a very LOLLLLL unexpected thing happened. Have to ask me personally though. But i dont care actually because i know i am always my darling's darling. hehe

After dinner, we went to winter wonderland and had some photos taken there. Paying rm10 for this is not that worth it but its a good camera place.

Had supper which is "Siu bi" and char kueh at a place named 'Open air' not saying there's fresh air 'cos lots of ppl smoking. BLEK!

Day 3. So fast its new year eve already. Went to the fairy caves and tasik BIRU at BAU with his newly wed cousin and his wife. no smell though and its a beautiful place.

Later, CULTURAL VILLAGE which is rm60 per person if you are non local as in non sarawakian. Expensive but worth it. Lots of stuff to look and experience. Awesome shows. And nice keropok to eat.

Before it rained, we stopped by the beach where many people went there for their wedding pictures taken.

And since it is new year eve, me and darling went to a restaurant to have awesome lamb shank curry and pizza. Went home to countdown and see fireworks.

Day 4 which is the last day i'm staying in kuching. Went to buy souvenirs for my sf's and had lunch with his parents again. GOT AN ANGPAO writing "TEO" in chinese from his mum. THANK YOUUUUUUUUU. i like the ang pao very much and thanks for everything in kuching.

First time sit airplane with darling. HAPPY~~ till wanna womit. LOL

So, thats about it. My KUCHING TRIP with darling.

Next post will be my DDS FAMILY where we re-named it. THE SF's. TBC.

=D

Mid sem holiday

2010-12-26T17:43:00.002+08:00

Pathogenesis of mid sem holiday: Studying patho and microbio like mad

Clinical significants: Dizziness and nausea

Complications: Paralysis during sleep and shortness of breath after climbing 10 steps of stairs

Treatment: Tour in Kuching sarawak with darling (tour guide for free) hehehe

Looks like i am getting crazy but its worth it. tell yourself. its gonna work. but take a break la. so i am blogging. hehe

This is my boyfriend very serious about his complete dentures while i am testing my lomo cam applications in my ipod.

But some ass called "table". he just. i dunno what to say but. Never ask him for help and never accept his help even if he offered. REJECT. SAY NOOOOOOO. i tak mau your help. Pergi pergi.

Because if you accidentally become so kind hearted thinking neihmind, one time only ma. TRUST ME. You'll get things like repeating your special tray 3 times, cleaning the floor and end up loosing your scraper, force to clean your dental table even if you are gonna dirty it again and end up getting kick out of the class for being late, got accused for no reason even if you swear to GOD you didn't do it and CHIP OFF TEETH ON A DENTURE THAT IS SUPPOSE TO BE AN AWESOME COMPLETE DENTURE and worst still say "TAK APA". Can you guys even recognize the canine and 2nd incisors. Oops. its chipped off. TAK APA. WHATTTT!

Do you know whats the defination of "tak apa"? it means ITS OK or NEVERMIND. MY BEAUTIFUL BIG ASSSSS. i can feel how sad my darling is when he told me that. If "table" is a "table" i am gonna take an axe and chop you into pieces. Unfortunately i had to face him for the rest of 4 years of my dental uni life, i'll have to bear with it. Breath in... breath out...

okok. lets talk something exciting and happy.

Went to a lomo shop opposite poh kong ss2, ITS DAM AWESOME. Jess go to that place and spend your 5K there. They have the special LEGO LOMO CAMERA like wtfawesome. Then there's this shop upstairs selling cute antique sweets and bags and small small stuff like thissssss

its not clear but you guys should go there and take a look.

Randomly, i did not do that well in my d.material test coz i didn't study like obviously and trusted the wrong person and end up being the few lowest in class but its ok. I am gonna work hard to love this subject. erm maybe.

And this is jaron before d.material test.

Thanks for the ang jiu and mee sua. And i think i still ow you money for the bihun sup dunno how long ago.

Alright. Leaving to my darling's hometown in 2 days and 7 hours. YAY!

I think this is the place. Look so scary i wanna slap the cats.

Darling, I AM COMING REALLY SOOOOON.

okk. thunder now. study first.

Upset

2010-12-11T00:58:00.002+08:00

I am upset with myself. Just me. My attitude. My temper. My tone. My studies. My life. My decision.

Sometimes I take things straight forward because I take everything seriously like I really want to let you know what is going on in my brain; what I am thinking. I don't hide. When I'm happy, I AM. When I'm angry, I AM too. But from now onwards you'll see a different me. Ignorance shall be my partner now. I can still speak out but not for anyone anymore.

Should I use the word disappointed? Yeah maybe. I am. Being plan to go to a place with your love ones, your first visit to your love ones place it's an extraordinary holiday. A once in a life time trip.

Ruined.

By a small test.

How am I suppose to enjoy when you know you have to cover 50++ bacterias and 50++ diseases.

Easy for you guys. 3words. I don't care. But. I care.

I can say. I'll not bring any books, not think of any crap about studies, not gonna mention any shit about this exam and screw this mid sem test. Are you guys gonna believe?

Back in my brains when I even dare to said that, me myself think is impossible.

Knowing that you can't enjoy as much as you want
Knowing that you can't make it in time to finish the sylabus
Knowing that you will fail even if it's before or after the holidays
One word.

Upset.

I'm really upset. Makes me couldn't sleep well study well drive well talk well type well.
My life is in a dead mood.

This is how important this trip is too me.

Some need more time, ok. I understand it's a rush.
Some need a good holiday, ok. Some understand this too.
But can anybody tell me who understands me? Why am I fighting like some crazy girl shouting her lungs out for the "before"?

I need extra time to study too. Who don't need? But can we truely appreciate the extra time given for us to study? Can we guarantee ourselves to sacrifice the holidays for the right purpose?

You have your needs. I have too. I fight for what I want and you said I offended you and I don't care about your feelings and bla. Then do you think of mine feelings? Ok. I sincerely applogize. And from now on I'm gonna shut up.

ok That was few days ago when i wanted to post about this but internet connection fail. Anyway, i am all ok now. Just a blog post. Not gonna mean anything. HEHE

LOVE YOU GUYSSSSS. DDS 3rd batch.

Awesome 20

2010-12-06T22:37:00.002+08:00

Pictures represent million words. A BIG BIG THANK YOU to my parents, sis, darling, dds family, and all the other friends out there who wished me. Thanks alot guys. Makes my birthday freaking awesome.

Gt myself a phone. not that good but nieh mind. Just use if for sms and calling.

Parents bought me this. hehe

Alia gave me this. woohoooo

And on my big day, me and my bf went to this restoran for a celebration.

Awesome mutton. Make me Salivad. erm how to spell ar. FAILBLOG.

i am so happy!!!!

But only sad thing, dont have birthday cake this year. no candle blowing lo. Its ok. Got this to take over.

nice right? but we cant finish it. aiyor wasted.

ok. and my darling got me this. HAND MADE le.

with MESSAGES, he told me to keep it and read only when i'm sad. T_T sad right now. purposely wanna read.

Can light up in the dark some more wo.

and THIS IS MY FAVOURITEEEEEEE.

and wandee got me this. ME LIKE SO MUCH.

OH my awesome DDS family got me a million dollar car plate.

And got surprised like WAH?!??!?!

It was raining but i dont care. Its their heart that matters. Thanks guys. LOL

okk enough of my birthday thingy. Keep some to myself la. hehe

We, dentistry, are good at hands. These are proofs. Dont jealous ar.

We wish you a very christmas we wish you a very christmas we wish you a very christmas and a happy new year. JENG JENG. SANTA CLAUS is coming to TOWN.

hahahaha alright, serious time means talking about studies means start emo la.

Patho, i hate you. You freaking suck. Why are you so hard to memorize?
Microbio, Haiyor. so many bacterias can remember meh.
Pharmaco, still ok hopefully.
D.Material, why am i lost? whats going on?
Cons, prostho currently enjoying it. Just for awhile. AWHILE.

*Dermatitis on the lips i call it Lipatitis. My disease. Let me tell you why. Had been having lipatitis for 5 years and can not be cured till i found this doctor in taiwan that gave me a self-made topical agents for lips that dissolves my problem but he died-ed while climbing stairs and fall down. HOW? no more medicine means hello lipatitis. You're back!

Ignore the above. Just typing whats going on with me now. LOL

Hardcoring must start nerding must on soon.

i said soon. hehehe

crazy.

bye

XD

20 years

2010-11-21T09:30:00.002+08:00

Few more days and my life is gonna start with two zero = two "O" = too old (quote frm mabel)

And that reminds me how my awesome dds family and classmates gonna prank me. Maybe right now while i'm typing this they had already planned everything out and from my darling's face yesterday when i ask him about this, its a reassured face. LOL cant wait to see what they can do actually. HAHAHA

Well, gonna step into twenty means not a TEEN-ager anymore. BUT, there're a few things i wanna get despite my age. who cares right? My grandmother's AUNT (more than 100 years old) can have hello kitty collection in her room and a fan to barbie dolls prooves you dont need to be young in age in order to like young stuff. like i am so old. hohoho

So far i know, only kids go to this place. But i want too even thought i am more than 120 cm in height.

An Indoor playground

and there's a really big one in bangkok. Even the name of the place sound so exciting.

Right, since i am suppose to be mature and bla bla bla, fine. I wanna go to this place like since erm.

Oh well, its hard to find time to go especially if i wanna go with my darling i have to wait for him to store enough money in his bank and the correct time where both of us are having holidays. But i believe, this day will come. hehe

Next, i am going to get myself this if possible before my 30th birthday.

and this basketball jersey, yeah i dont watch basketball but i like it because ....

I WANT REDFISH WITH NO.77 hahahaha

Was searching for some quote for my ipod engraving and i found this

can i have this printed on a shirt and i'll wear it to class, to party, to sleep, to work, to clinic and to my convocation. XDD

OH and thiiiiiissssssssssssssssssss. hi jess, wanna get it too.

FISH EYE LOMO CAM. wah i like the black and red wannn le.

Sigh. Darling asked me to better get myself a flat shoes for clinics next year. It'll be more convinient so maybe i'll go get this.

But i will be very short so maybe i'll get this?

And definately getting THIS. Its heels, sporty and i can run with it. so not a prob for clinics. hehehe

Oh, and my last years birthday wish which i am gonna repeat for this year.
A strawberry umbrellllllla

and thats it for the time. lol

Class starting tomorrow.

Haiyorrr

Family trip

2010-11-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

Finallyyy, 2 weeks later after so much of laziness, here comes pictures from our 1st official whole family trip to Penang. Many complications before and after but in between, its always awesome... lol

Day 1, bah kut teh at kelana jaya. 6am in the morning. When there's a will, there's a way.

Camwhore like mad in the car. hehe and jaron ngo was suppose to help wandee drive but he freaking slept for the whole trip. Played taboo and oh yes, guess a couple from the word "diplococci".

Ans: "ROMEO AND JULIET" i win. thanks.

And this is the funniest picture ever taken. Nic with his Adult joke book. lol-ness

Dropped by ipoh for dimsum.

Darling got me a spongeboooob which was then named PEDO-bob who follow us all around even though he died in penang. uhhhh scary nia. Jess got her colourful dinosaur and jane got her pooh. Why pooh cannot be Pedo the pooh? hmmm

Then off we went to penang via ferry. 1st time i took a ferry to penang. hehe

Reached jane's cousin MAYFAIR awesome condo i can never get. Fantastic interior design and super cool swimming pool at 13th floor. Scenery from the balcony is speechless.

Then FOOOD time.

Swimming. Thanks to Nic's camera so we could take photos underwater. ok nic, you need to brush up your skills abit coz ur photos are failblog without editing. hahaha

After cleaning up, we took lots of photos coz the night scenery is even more speechless. i like the double couple love love photo down there. can see ar? hehe

Of course, lots more family photosssss

And here comes the story of char koay (oh wandee's sir name) teow.

Hard time taking orders. Me (without prawn without see ham dun wan spicy) Jane (without prawn without seeham extra spicy) Jess (all; without taugeh) Jaron (all; without taugeh) Wandee (all; dun wan spicy) Ken (all; dun wan spicy) Nic (all; plus extra egg) Shaun (all) Looks like shauns the easiest to rmb. Pity the waiter la. haha

Then we went Gurney plaza for a walk.

And a movie where everyone doze off coz we were so tired after waking up so dam early in the morning. Rate for movie: 5/10

5 stars duck rice for supper.

Day 2: started with a fight. wth... but after cleaning up and darling pujuk pujuk me. Everything is good again.

Cendol (jane hated it so much) and Queensbay shopping mall for some shopping.

Night time was awesome. The only regrettable thing is i save the dress for couple photos but end up didn't take. Sad. They watched horror movie and i slept coz having headache. @@

Day 3: Another fresh new day at jane's uncle's kopitiam.

Then is going home time means more camwhoring.

Happy i went with darling and i wan thissssssss. custom made stamp. LOLLL

Having holidays now but year 2 life. IS TOUGH

Random 3

2010-11-03T22:19:00.002+08:00

OK really random stuff just to update my blog.

This is Shaunie when he's fat. hehe

And this my tuition centre. Gonna miss them. LOL

My beautiful bur box

This is YEAR 2 NOTES GIVEN BY JUST ONE SENIOR. @@ OMG help meeeeeeee....

Ladies and gentlemen, please do not go to SUSHI KING that is situated in KELANA JAYA GIANT.. it SUCKS like i have no word to describe it. Just look at the pictures.

Nothing on the tray. WTH. what am i suppose to eat if i dont order.

OH well, they just left the food there for us to enjoy looking instead of putting up at the tray to eat.

and of course the best thing. our black friend, FLY, likes to stare at our food too.

Next, lets talk about penang trip. i know there has been many complications and stuff like that but i just realize i want it to be a simple trip. Just wanna go spend time with everyone and enjoy ourselves in a different place like no other ppl can enjoy and maybe eat some food that you can never find anywhere else besides penang.

Best thing is my darling also going. Thank you so much for making me slap myself awake from the self emoness. i am perfectly happy and fine now. hehe

HERE WE COME!!!!!!!!!

Oh this is life

2010-10-23T09:07:00.004+08:00

I don't care whether is gonna be boring or what. I am blogging this for the sake of writing what i feel. So if you guys think why i am i writing so long, why is there no pictures or what, then hump off. Go view other blogs.

Recently just visit one of the best lecturer teaching dental anatomy in MAHSA. She taught us for one sem and guess what. She never appear again in sem 2 due to sickness. We all thought she'll come back. and that's what the shit dumbass faculty say.

"oh, she's just sick, she'll be back" said pn. norliza, another ass that screw up our timetable.

So, what we expect is FARRRRRRRRRRRRRR from real truth. The truth is she can never come back to us. Yes, we dont really understand her, sometimes we dislike her for her egoness and even sometimes show our disrespect to her and and we can even cheer when we heard that there's no class because she's on leave and all this.

But,

Whats really going on to her we can never know. We thought being blur-blur-dunno-whats-happening-dun-care attitude can bring her back. We are really that stupid to trust the asses and bitches working on the level above. WTH!

Indeed, we went through year 1 with real hard work (self study without lecturer) and the whole class manage to pass the exam and smoothly proceed to year 2. Yet, we all forget who gave us the basic. Who taught us the real meaning of punctuality. Who gave us the notes even before the lecture starts. OMG feel so bad now.

Life. Its like this. When someone is there, we're critisize all we want and all we can like for granted. When someone is not there, we're be complaining and crapping why the hell is this happening to us. When someone is really at the corner of leaving us, is just like a slap. OH MY GOD.

Though we are not that close to her, but its just sad knowing that someone we really talk to, meet with, and work together in tutorials and exam, will be leaving us like really soon. She's the one that can fight with prof ahmed, that can laugh at us, that can screw us up like shit in test, that can ask us question we read the whole berkovitz but still cannot get the answer. Now, she is laying on the bed, only able to open her eyes and look at us.

She need not speak. We understand just by she looking at us and we looking at her.

This post is dedicated to my first and last official year 1 dental anatomy lecture, DR. SITI RUHAINI. We thank you for everything and an apology for all those times when we get on your nerves. We pray for you the best and may GOD bless you.

We'll remember you because "WE APPRECIATE PUNCTUALITY" too. LOL

Sotong Doll

2010-10-17T11:03:00.004+08:00

Guess what i gave my darling his birthday present... dont jealous ar. hehehe

SOTONG DOLLLL... i hand made it thats why its so ugly but cute.... you cant buy in any where else. LOL

Let me prove you how i did it. (fail engrish)

1st cut the frame of the sotong

Then draw it on the cloth.

Cut it out and sew the sides.

Flip it around and stuff it with cotton.

Then sew the legs one by one.

Stuff it with cottons too. (DAM HARD)

Then sew it on the sotong's body.

Then sew the eyes.

Sew the initial.

And....ttadaaaa! Complete.

Besides, my awesome dds family superb happy birthday song all the way from ayer tawar. hahaha

Okok. better prepare myself now. im so excited... hehe

♥ is on the way...

Dream

2010-10-16T15:14:00.002+08:00

WHOAHHHH... dreamt of my family just now. The DDS family. Its so funny i woke up laughing but since the weather is sooooo HOT, laugh and sweat in the same time. LOL

We were in a class, i went to the toilet realising i having period. and i woke up having period too.

Went back to class to ask for pads but heard shaun speaking HOKKIEN with jaron. wtf.

and Jess was screaming like shit when she saw pratap holding hands with wandee. OMG.

and jane accidently slapped rouhui but actually she wanted to slap nic. LOL

rouhui for the first time i saw her getting mad stood up and boxed jaron instead. HAHA

and end up everyone is having a pillow fight. i woke up. THE END.

OKAY. where's my pad?

Funny shit, but its just a dreammmmm never gonna come true. you all know why. hahaha

btw, am having a very heavy flow now. Its like pee-ing blood. HOLY COW.

and and the most exciting extraordinary long awaited day is here.

TOMORROW my darling coming backkkkkkkkkkkkk.

YEAH. ok. better start my gram (+) and (-) now. microbio the GG-ed course.

more to come on sotong.

punya DOLL. hehehe

=D

Suki vs. Fatummy

2010-10-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

So, few days ago in one beautiful evening,

and then dont know why the hell

BUT

a stare so serious you will ask GOD what kinda stare is that

and i was like

NEXT, will be something you will not expect it to happen.

THE DOG BIT MY TUMMMMMMMMMY which is lipid-ly tyre size tummy.

Once bitten,

Hours later,

And yesterday....

isit heeling ar? hahaha

still she is my beloved dog who likes to pretend to be innocent. just when it comes to food, you guys know history is gonna repeat.

p/s: sorry about my fatness at the tummy if it shocks or scares the hell out of you. yes lah. i am fat. what to do. why my bf no fat??? ok fat is a sensitive word.

Alot to do tomorrow. Gonna fatter fatter sleep now.

=P

Last day

2010-10-02T23:49:00.002+08:00

Last day of holiday... officially year 2 next monday and according to the seniors,

"be prepared" for it.

Oh well

Pharmaco, patho, microbio and d.material. wth. its harder than it seems.

anyway, with my family and friends, we can do this.

Another year, another challenge, another epic-ness is gonna appear.

Stay tune for DDS 3rd batch.

Oh yeah. bring it on!

oh ok

2010-09-26T18:32:00.002+08:00

i re-blog this just to update my blog. nothing much.

Bukit Tinggi

2010-09-23T17:04:00.003+08:00

French village + Rabbit farm + Japanese tea house + heavenly expensive food + nice view + super big bathroom hotel = awesome

On the way there,

When we reached,

Photo time,

Lots more photos,

Played some games and we won SMALL prize. hahaha

Ate lunch which is kinda expensive

Went for a ride with its shuttle bus and its so fun. i like it. rabbit farm is so gonna make you jealous jane. XD

and what we found beside the rabbit farm...DONKEYS

Japanese tea house

Love the Botanical garden

And the scenery at night is awesome. wandee double date here next time ya. hehe

And the super expensive dinner. Highest record in most expensive date.

Next morning, delicious breakfast and the French bread smell dam good. must try must try.

And we made each other a memorable souvenir from bukit tinggi.

I LIKE THIS PICTURE SO MUCH. its my facebook display picture.

Our first couple trip. ♥

Miss you badly

2010-09-21T23:58:00.004+08:00

It's here. Now. At this moment that i'm afraid it will come but it still came.

I kept telling myself he's going back to his hometown for awhile

I kept telling myself he's going back to his family

I kept telling myself he's on a vacation with his friends

I kept telling myself he's gonna come back anyway for year 4

I kept telling myself he's always there for me

I kept telling myself to ask him to go and have fun and don't miss me so much

But

I had to punch my heart a few times

My lacrimal glands dis-obediently poured their fluids

My fingers were shivering

Controlling my facial expression and muscles of the face

And said

Gonna miss you badly. Goodbye.

p/s: i want to be a selfish bitch and keep you for myself but oops, i know that's not what you want. so, i am gonna be strong and WAIT for the day you come back to me. ♥

Aqua Duo

2010-09-17T18:23:00.005+08:00

For the pass 2 weeks, just the both of us and thanks jayson for the name, we call ourselves the aqua duo (sotong + redfish mar). The following photos explained what happened in that 14 days. LOL.

Day 1

He came over and i cooked. Went for a walk and planned out the activities we're gonna do in the 2 weeks.

Day 2

He got to study for his exam, stayed at home so did cooking again. Curry mee sua ok. Smell dam good my dog also wanna eat.hehehe

Day 3

He had exam so again. Cooking. Spaghetti and salad. Oh yummmm...

Day 4

Camwhored like dam kao. Did some cooking but went out to eat at sushi tei.

Day 5

Exam over. Went celebrate it at a korean shop.

Day 6

Dimsum and went pavillion watch repo man and lot 10 to camwhore. Had my little toe injured so gotto wrap my foot with plastic when i bath. Sigh.

Day 7

Kepong for spaghetti. OMG. seriously dam good. then Full house located at some haunted feeling ngau che shui and its freaking expensive. But the food, thumbs up.

Day 8

Woohoo. he got viva, so cooked lou mai kai for lunch. SS2 pasar malam for dinner.

Day 9

Sunway pyramid in the day and Look out point at night. Awesome views there. Food not bad too.

Day 10

Went check doctor for my tonsilitis again and now theres inflammation at the lymph nodes. LOL 1U for step up 3 and the noodles in 3J something not bad le. But cannot compare with the nasi lemak with PORK and chicken chop at some grill shop we had for dinner at night. Swallow your saliva man.

Day 11

GENTING and cooked again at night.

Day 12

For the 1st time, i stepped into time square. Played bowling and pool. Noob level A+. seriously freaking noob. Had shabu shabu. I-city at night. LOTSA PEOPLE. regretted choosing that day to go since its hari raya. Still he tried to make me happy by taking awesome photos. HAHA thanks darling.

Day 13

Went to TTDI park for picnic and 1u again for resident evil. Canton-i for lunch and cooked once more for dinner. See how much cooking i did, he ate alot and i ate MORE. Fat accumulating at my tummy day by day. Even if i stuck in my tummy to the max, still, there's a lump there. Holy shit!

Day 14

Putrajaya with jayson for phototaking session but unfortunately wind at putrajaya is sooooo geng that it blew some dust into my bf's camera. He said "shit" for at least 20 times in 1 minute. Imagine how pissed he is. Even in sleep, he is frustrated. Hahaha

So, day 15, we went to canon to fix his camera and went pick up my parents from airport. WOOHOOOOO.. clothes and food from taiwan right here at my house. Sadly, its also the day, the sotong was sent back to his condo.

Next post, our aqua duo trip to bukit tinggi.

Treasure the 14 days we had together.

♥

oh Sis

2010-09-12T18:42:00.007+08:00

Woot! has been a long time since i last blogging. Travelling to alot of places. Pictures update soon and this post is dedicated to my beloved sister now studying in Taiwan.

She is 2 years younger than me. Suppose to be dam smart type but with certain attitude problems and laziness, she is unbelievably studying in one of the top university in Taiwan.

Kaoshiong Medical University. a course the name is so long you guys just have to wait while i think about the name of the course. Ok. she is taking medical laboratory science and biotechnology. Oh well, its professional course so dont have to worry about the future of being jobless or what.

When she was maybe around 2 weeks, she fell sick due to some stupid idiotic fattish baby sitter my dad hired to take care of her. And then, she had been coughing, having sinus problems, running nose and nose block till maybe high school. So, obviously, she is being pampered. HAHA

Honestly, she's a pretty girl. Many people praised her; wah hor leng lui ar, hao xiang ri ben mei, hen sweet de girl ar, all this commonly heard. LOL

when she's healthy like mad, she can be really like mad. exp: make her angry and she'll respond by giving at least 10 times of the ip man style boxes.

its kinda obvious who is who. one awesome picture right.

Hope everything goes well for her in taiwan. She's gonna have an awesome life there. LOL

=D

=D

2010-08-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is soooo gonna be a happy day. =D

Birthday cake?

2010-08-16T21:26:00.004+08:00

Today's my dad's birthday but due to the exams going on, not much celebration is done. What we did was a birthday cake for him.

Bake? nope. Steam? nope. Bought? nope.

we made it with jelly. and i call it the JELLY LAYER CAKE filled with our loves. ok only one love but its lovely and its nice. hahahaha

yes, its a cake. hahaha

and this is my dad 55 years old today.

my parents

my sis who got the idea to make the cake. oh she's going taiwan soon to study. >.<

and ME. hehe

jealous ar. hahahaha

kk. having headache now. wanna go sleep at 11pm. so for now, is scanning through physio time.

oh and did i mention, i am happy that there's a class couple no.2 happening in our dds 3rd batch.

wednesday's the end and viva, get lost.

Miss you. Study hard now, play hard-er later during that 2 weeks. hehe

...

2010-08-09T19:44:00.001+08:00

i like walking in the rain sometimes

so people cant see my tears

life-ing

2010-08-06T11:39:00.004+08:00

seriously i am running out of time.

whats friends family and hobbies?

its d.anat, anat, biochem and physio.

Only few, i talk to everyday.

Dad, Sis, mum, ken

I had a feeling i am loosing something for something

And i dont know whats what.

Or maybe i think too much.

I feel weird, not emo.

Am i sensitive?

Maybe

I want to be

And will be

But sometimes it makes me sad

And the sad me makes others sad

I dont wanna lose nor wanna get something more from what i have now in life.

Wow, random-nya.

But still, i dont even know why am i blogging now when others are hardcore studying at the corner of their room

Erm. i am confused.

I wanna study but i wanna rest but i gotta study but i dun feel like studying but i cannot give up but i just gotto rest for awhile but i need to study but im stress but its finals, so study lar...

Dunno why, i got to wake up every morning begging myself to study.

Eh ang yee. study k. study ar. must study today.

LOL

Slappable me hor.

When i say i dont study, ppl slap me.

When i say i study, i slap myself.

How le?

Life lar life.

If you are something, i gonna slap you too.

Ok. Lastly.

I am happy because i am seeing him tomorrow.

YAY!

Eat now, sleep later, study after that.

Can ar?

The End.

Hi DA erm Bye

2010-08-01T18:04:00.007+08:00

Ok guys. i had a long conversation with dr.pratap last friday when i went to fill in the pre-exam forms. And i am freaking sure now, our dental anatomy papers is not gonna be anything related to DR. SITI. means all the best people.

Me: Hi, dr. Erm, just now prof ahmed said that he wanted to see dr.siti's handouts. Why? And he said most of the questions are from the handouts she gave. Where did he get the handouts before that?

Dr.P: Erm. basically, we made the MCQ questions based on sem 1's knowledge and we're sure you people can answer then. Prof ahmed was worried if the questions are too difficult so he wanted to take the handouts from you people to compare a little bit.

Me: (OMG) oh ok. so means you are setting the questions for sem 1?

Dr.P: ............(long pause) (hint #1) i cant really tell you that but we hope its a fair paper and i think dr.siti has taught you enough in sem 1 to answers this paper.

Me: Oh ok. so generally its from her notes only? isit enough?

Dr.P: we always advice students to read more books. (theres only one book on his table which is Mary Bath Balog)

Me: OH OKAY. erm. but berkovitz is hard to understand. its too complicated.

Dr.P: Yes, berkovitz is more complicated but you just need to know the concept behind the paragraph. (WTF IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN). But there are some simplier books like Mary which is easy to understand. (Hint #2)

Me: okk. so are you gonna mark our essay according to points or impression?

Dr.P: yes, what do you want us to see in your essay besides the points you have written? (Hint #3)

Me: oh maybe like prof ahmed, based on impression. He just read read and overall give marks. he don't go according to the points. ==

Dr.P: ok. if based on impression then you guys might get higher marks because he just need to know that you understand his questions.

Me: but, what happen in sem 1 was a few of us wrote the same points but some got higher and some got lower marks since he dont mark according to points and just based on impression. Will he be marking our dental anatomy paper as well?

Dr.P: .........(another long pause) Erm, yea. he will be marking your dental anat paper. (Hint #4)

Me: wokay, means we gotta write it his style for his questions.

Dr.P: Dont worry, its a fair paper and i'm sure you people can do it.

Me: What about our ospe paper?

Dr.P: we are still struggling on it.

Me: (WTH) oh, means we not gonna get dr.siti's slides and teeth models that we have previously seen?

Dr.P : we are depending alot on the EXTERNAL EXAMINORS (note this down) slides and teeth. (Hint #5)

Me: (wokay, d.anat ospe paper GG) Wah wah. will it be too hard for us since we have not seen it before?

Dr.P: Well, its based on you knowledge and not whether you have seen it before or not? It will be straight forward, i am sure.

Me: (FARK, ya right!) okk. hopefully its not that though for us. Is the paper overall easy?

Dr.P: Different people can find it differently. But its a fair paper. You all must have learnt the basics in both sems and try to round it up in this finals.

Me: (WTF IS ROUND IT UP)...erm... means we just gonna give our best shot in the esssy part by writing whatever we know?

Dr.P: that will be good.

Me: Wokay thanks alot.

Dr.P: Good Luck. (wah, you must see his expression when he said this, the i-will-pawn-you that kinda face with a you'll-gonna-get-some smile)

So, from these conversations, he actually gave a few hints but i think we cannot survive with it. Yet, a little bit is better than nothing. Well, GOOD LUCK again.

2010-07-29T23:05:00.003+08:00

Wokay, cant wait for this saturday. Gonna spend one whole day with him. List of items to do:

buy closet, arrange clothes and DINNER. LOL

not to forget, my revision week is here which means, exam week soon. wish me luck ppl. gonna "pia" for this exam kao kao. kk

It's ok

2010-07-23T18:31:00.004+08:00

When your room is too plain, its ok. I'll decorate for you.

When you're stress, its ok. I'll destress you by talking to you.

When your wardrobe is falling apart, its ok. We'll go get a new one.

When your room is so hot you cant study, its ok. I'll get you an air-cond.

When you're stress about your patients and studies, its ok. I'll do whatever to help you.

When you don't have transport back home, its ok. I'll fetch you back.

When you think you're spending too much, its ok. We'll save money together and spend together as well. LOL

When you cant reply me or talk to me in any ways, its ok. You just have to know, I'm there waiting for you to reply and talk to me too.

When you miss me, its ok. I'll find a way so that you can see me.

When you're unhappy or moody, its ok. Just remember, I'll be there for you.

i know

2010-07-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

You'll never really know. But when they know, you'll know. You know?

His room, I deco

2010-07-19T12:26:00.002+08:00

Before,

After,

with,

jess, want ar? HAHA XD

Recently

2010-07-18T13:03:00.003+08:00

Hmm.... time to update my blog.

Well, finals coming. Skipped like some classes and more to be ponteng-ed. Got my study plan. Actually KT did for me. He's a wonderful bf.

Fixed aircond, decorated his room and now, its super awesome. I love it too!

Watched twilight and super potong steam lor. Half way the movie playing, sudden cut of 10 minutes of the movie and the management suck big times.

In that 10 minutes, what me and kt did.

1) Shouting "Refund. refunnnnnndd. REFUND."

2) Singing happy birthday song making the whole thing looks like some prank.

3) Suddenly thought of ppl proposing but who dares to cut the movie just to propose. LOL

Rate twilight: 6/10 (5 for jacob&paul and 1 for the action part)
Rate GSC: 5/10 (4 for providing some time to camwhore in the cinema and 1 for giving us the couple seats)

Had a triple date with Rouhui+nicholas and Wandee+cheexun at chilis. Woohooo. we should have more of this kinda date. I think its cool.

Oh, and i like the lomo diana toyish camera cheexun bought. Super awesome lo. but my darling camera still the best la. XD

"i only love one, and you are the one".

Can you say that again next year, next next year, 10 years later?

I dont care what you gonna say in the future, i never dare say that but,

What i have now, its what i want and what i treasure the most.

I am random. And that makes me awesome right. LOL

Time to study.

Upload pictures next post.

=D

=D

2010-07-10T13:15:00.007+08:00

14 waxing is super tiring. Luckily dont have to stay till 2.30 to do the polishing. Dr. Pratap is awesome. Thanks to wandee and aaron too!

Yesterday i dreamt of me telling Shaun and jane, "lets go for supplementary exam." i woke up telling myself, i'll get some typhoon slap from wandee, nic and jess. @@

Went to bangsar to eat. Sorry dear for the long wait. T_T

Wah the chicken is good.

Drink not bad leh.

Pictures explain everything.

Love this pic.

Love arvin too! Her baking skills. OMG. superb. <

I know. Our class rep is awesome. So do Mahsa DDS 3rd batch.

And guess what we did to alia's room just to see her WTF face for birthday surprise.

Anticipating tonight and tomorrow with you.

=D

Piggy

2010-07-04T19:52:00.007+08:00

Well, after 1 week of not seeing him, this is what he got for me.

With a card from,

Writing:

I think i just fall in love again.

=D

Whataday!

2010-07-02T23:00:00.003+08:00

This morning, was in resource centre chatting with wandee and nic while reading dph,

Nic: eh, your father work in pharmaceutical company wan right? GOt formalin ar?
Me: Got. why?
Nic: eh ask him bring ask him bring.
Me: every close to you meh now. hahaha
Nic: aiyah. so long adi. few years le.
Me: i just know you last year.
Nic: Few month is as long as few years mar. everyday see each other le.
Me: hahahaha. ok i try ask my dad.

Nic's concept on years and months. Need math tuition?

Aaron, the sex educator awesomely came for lunch ONLY. he came after we finished our simulation, had lunch with us and went back before the test. And he sat down with us and read the notes seriously for 1 hour and remarkably said, " i want to finish reading only i chiao. Read for fun"

Dr. Selvaruby will fall in love with you aaron. Reading dental public health for fun. Good!

So, the test is great. Everything i memorize didn't come up. Ended up using my general knowledge and all 3 questions are from the 1st topic. Wasted my time reading the other 5 topics. @@

Wandee super focus. Write dam alot. But....

Nic. 10 minutes after test started, he slept, was awakened by a loud scream with a tremendous BOOM sound from his dream, realised nothing happened, wrote some crap on the shit of paper and went back to sleep.

And Jaron. More awesome than Aaron. He actually sat for the test without reading a single word from the slides. Too bad la. And yes, i am a bu gao, 30 pieces and 1 bottle please. Thank you.

So bored of reading, we're comparing watches. 5 watches cost more than 1K. imagine that.

Oh we were actually using E5/1 class for the day. It was previously used by the year 3 seniors and we surprisingly found someone scribbled some crap on the table. ITS SO DAM AWESOME WE HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO TAKE A PICTURE OF IT.

Erm, and we added some stuff by the side that makes it even more epic.

Oh, and i find this expremely epic from him.

Sigh. stupid worldcup. make me have to stay up late just to chat with him. While waiting, i wanted to draw some kinda cute sotong with love but, FAIL lar. AIKS!

OH and today's MOST EPIC AWESOME SHIEEET MOMENT. My best friend who used to be really best friend kissed her forever best friend who overtake my position as best friend ever. OOHHH. Got video in wandee,jess,nic and my phone. WHO WANNA SEE?

IN YOUR DREAMS.

=P

Thinking of you

2010-06-30T23:57:00.004+08:00

My heart is 991.4km away.

Your heart is 616.0 miles away.

And we are 3 days apart from each other.

It's a tough week for me and you.

But we'll meet again soon.

This sunday.

And i shall wait.

For your return.

=)

WTF

2010-06-28T20:04:00.004+08:00

When everything is planned properly, some stuff will just suddenly appear and got no choice but to change the plan.

When all the subjects are squeezed in the last few weeks before finals, here comes dental public health giving us a test on friday. And we stopped taking dph since last sem. GOOD LUCK guys.

When we're all so keen on our studies and here comes prof ahmed not coming into class. I think our dental anat really GG-ed.

When i wanted to study, here comes my neighbour banging here and there renovating the house.

Seriously running out of time.

Oh, and i miss you already.

Ok. i need to breath.

T_________T

Life's changing

2010-06-25T19:40:00.003+08:00

Ok. this is not really an emo post. I just woke up and ate something i hate to eat for dinner and i am here blogging. What do you expect?

Life's changing.

To the good. Yes, i love my family, awesomesheet friends and beloved bf. Everyone is treating me well, so well sometimes i dont know how to react to their "nice-ness". ok, epic fail in english. I just wanna type and type and dont wanna backspace. So, u'll see random weird english that you and i might never see these words before.

Life's changing.

To the bad. Maybe, i have been having lack of sleep lately. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHY. When its seriously the time to lay at the bed and secretes serotonin to induce NREM sleep, my lower pons and medulla are not working properly. I just cant sleep. BUT when i am in class, lecturers, watching tv, studing or doing nothing, OK, REM sleep activated.

From the brotherhoods reaction today, ANG YEE IS SKIPPING CLASS, SELF STUDYING ALMOST EVERY SUBJECT AND SLACKING LIKE KAO KAO. WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING. okok. nothing. dont worry guys. i just dont want to fall asleep in class again and wanted to go for a walk so i went to tropicana city mall with kenteo. Not just for dating but to get rid of this about-to-be narcolepsy symptoms i am currently having now.

Oh, and i am having running nose and nose block. My head is spinning. Lacking oxygen i guess. >.<

alright, 5 and a half weeks to finals.

Anatomy, hanging. I dont know where the hell is he teaching and next week he's giving another test. ON what topic ar? salivary gland. tak cukup cukup. Thank GOD, i am not the class rep. And Thank GOD TWICE for giving us arvinder. She is awesome. She arranges everything for us and deals with these profesors and sometimes really super "beh tahan" them.

*to my coursemate, we need to start behaving like dentist, wear formal and be polite. I dont want ARVIN to get scolding anymore. She cant take it. And we cant take it when we see our class rep kena scolding also right?

Dental Anatomy, STILL GOT NO LECTURERS TO TEACH US. or maybe got. PROF AHMED. Means GG. The whole SEM 2 topics excluding craniofacial development. Again. GG.

Biochem, kidney;DNA;acid base balance;immunolo something;oxidant anti oxidant. in 5 weeks including the revision week. GOOD LUCK.

Physio. NOW this is the only subject in last topic. RENAL. Then is revision classes. Very coordinated. thank you dr.anupama and prof ghosh. Make our life so much easier.

So, overall like what jane said. GG-ed. Have to plan my study time table. Sisterhood and brotherhood, time to get our ass on the chair and our eyes on the books and start nerding. I really want tanusha's wish to come true. Everyone must get through this and go to year 2 together.

WahLAO. STRESSSSSSSSSSS.

Anyway, i just realised i type alot. read until sien already hor. OK. i stop here. bye.

Random 2

2010-06-22T23:11:00.004+08:00

I just wanna clear some pictures from my phone so its gonna be another random post.

HI, I AM PROF AHMED. drawn by my BFFFEEEE (remember is 3 F's and 4 E's) haha

HI, I AM SUKI THE BITCH. AND SHE BITES AND BARKS AT RANDOM PEOPLE.

Oh. the 2 awesome guitarist. Ken and face problem Nic. I just found out you are useful nic. XD

Oh, the 2 awesome vocalist. Jess and Shaun. You are always useful shaun.

Oh, the 2 things we would always like to do during lectures. GOOGLE and SOLITAIRE.

I saw it this morning when i am going to class. Moon and sun together. LOL

When you have no webcam and you dont feel like sms-ing, calling or going out to meet him, STILL he can do something to make you smile. <3 you too.

And i did this for my dad. Erm, its MANGO PUDDING.

ok. i know i am awesome. thank you very much.

And i want to go IKEA.

Good night.

This man

2010-06-20T13:23:00.004+08:00

Once upon a time in 1st of December 1990, a beautiful daughter was born to this world. She was given a nickname Redfish and she has a wonderful family. She is not only adorable because she likes to shake her buttocks every time her daddy played music, she also likes to laugh out loud and that makes everyone laugh too.

As she grows up, she is a smart girl, getting top 3 every year and this man with her all the time will never fail to buy her presents and attend the prize giving ceremony. Besides, she plays the piano well so every concert and performance she had, this man will always be there. On the other hand, when every time she got into trouble and tried to run away, this man will be there to protect and solve her problems. When she was 15 and lost her first love, she cried day and night. This man said,

"Anyone can hurt you because they don't know how to appreciate. But you cannot hurt yourself by hurting others because you are not like those who hurt you."

And she stopped crying.

This man fetched her to tuition, to piano classes, swimming classes, dancing classes and had to tie her hair, fix her dresses, wear her shoes, pay the fees, work for the family, cook every weekend, sweep and mop the floor, wash the cars, crack some jokes, cheer the emo family members up, teach her how to cycle, wash her wounds if she falls down, console her if she cry, share her stress and problems in teenage life, etc.

For years this man has been doing so many things for her and her family and never complained that he is tired.

Once this man told her,

"I might not be talented in anything, but i have a great heart and with this heart i have, i'll make things possible and i will try my very best to be the greatest father one has ever had."

And this man. IS my father. And he is 54 years old this year. Its father's day today and buying things for him is meaningless. Whatever i buy, he can buy it himself. So, the best thing is to give something that he can't buy which i really can't think of any besides

PLAYING CHINESE CHESS WITH HIM. muahahahahaha i am gonna win him. i dont care. :P

My dad said just now, "i am not the only man in your life now."
ok. Thats true but still....

YOU'RE THE MAN OF MY LIFE.

Happy Father's Day and I LOVE YOU.

^^

hug

2010-06-14T11:41:00.011+08:00

As you can see, i've got a new template and i dump my old redfish. Got a new one. Cuter right? hahaha

okok. Firstly, WE WON!!!!! 2nd place. BIG BIG thank you to all those involve in our awesome performance. Thank you for willing to sacrifice all the vitamin B and C sessions and even the whole evening just to practice for the performance. BRAVO! i think we screwed up a few test for it also. >.<

The 3 "top" dancers.

Special thanks to the seniors for doing the lighting, some parts of the music and most importantly, CHEERING LIKE HELL for us. You guys are awesome too!

But here comes the pwnage. Where's our 3K? yet to be received. ==

This is what we get. An empty envelope. Okay. we shall wait. LOL

OMG. They got first. Me and wandee cant close our mouth when we first saw their performance. congrats. ^^

Thank you dear for being with me for 3 days and fetch me here and there. You deserve a _ _ _ _.

Oh, and to all my classmates,

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!

Random

2010-06-09T20:44:00.006+08:00

I.HATE.RAIN.THUNDER.STORM

ok. random.

If i don't go to you, will you come to me?

Lagi random. and scared the shit out of ken. haha

There's no heart. I can see that. Everyone's like we can do this but from the bottom of the heart, can we just screw this. I am tired of forcing myself to push everyone. I hope this can be over fast. Just do it. And win it. Or lose it. And that's it.

Very random. indeed.

Alright no more random random-ing here, lets talk about yesterday.

woohooo. his room is small but i like it the way it is. Went to The apartment.

oh YES! Why not we create a blog that records all the crap we said? by jess and wandee

so we finally had our random class blog which we can just type in all the epic phrases inside and laugh our ass off everytime we read them.

www.weisawesome.tumblr.com <---thats how epic win we are in our english.

And to my best friend and my manazer, dont la so "emotional breakdown" all the time. Relax. everything's gonna be okay. Just need time. I know. and alcohol. haha. Love you guys.

(:

LAZY

2010-06-07T20:52:00.004+08:00

ok. i know i should be studying for biochem test since we have like 4 huge shitty topics to read up but i dont know why i end up blogging. Maybe because i dont have the mood to read biochem at the moment.

I just realize alot of things are happening this 2 weeks.

Friends relationship problems. Test. Family fight <---- most "WHAT THE HELL" thing happened today. Friends coming back from all over the world calling me out and i have to reschedule everything nicely in order to meet everyone. Video (ok i want to do this). Practice for performance (legs not done, not even 90% synchronized, shoes, lightings, stage, backdrop to think about and STILL we pretend to be confident like wah we can win but in our heart, fark this performance la). MDA congress thing for 3 days. (shit, haven kao dim transport). I am so busy. He is also busy. >.<

Kkkkkkkkk. OKAY. time to chill. just look through the slides and sleep. I dont care anymore. And its not an emo post so no worries. (:

Life dont screw us. We screw up life the way we want it.

K

2010-06-02T20:41:00.006+08:00

Wandee is right. He is hopeless romantic.

Jess is right. He is awesome.com

Jane is right. He is more outgoing.

Jaron is right. He is extraordinary.

Shaun is right. He is making me famous by taking pictures of me looking like a porn star.

Wilson is right. He can be there whenever i need him.

Rouhui is right. He is a super nice guy.

Nic is right. Money is not as important compare to love.

Mum is right. He makes me cry because he worth my tears.

And

I am right. He is the one i choose to be with.

awesomeness

2010-05-31T19:42:00.005+08:00

Kuantan Road Trip is "bu zi ke" awesome. and is erm.... dam cool EH. lol.

Family members involve in this trip (mahsa dds 3rd batch)
1) Me - Torturer no.1 (only for nic) and the alarm clock for the other 4 members.

2) Jane - The princess of the house. "KAKKKKKKKKKK"

3) Shaunie - The driver who gets super high by sticking his ass out at the window when he is not driving and enjoyed being a passenger when jane or nic is driving.

4) Nicholas - The servant and the only target to be abused sexually and physically by me and jess. He pee-d in the waterfall and never changed his underwear for like maybe 5 days?

5) Jessica - My partner in torturing nic. She's dam hot in KT's camera. UNFAIR but oh well, she's a slut.

So, the 5 of us and kenT with a super fantastic camera went to Kuantan just trusting that a fail gprs can lead us to jane's house and surprisingly we did reach our destination. But I realised after we settled down in the room, all of us were like calling our parents/friends having a "oh we finally reached here safely" conversation. LOL

That was Day 1.

Day 2. Awesome trip to the waterfall, sungai lembing muzeum and FOOOOOOOOOOD is speachlessly good. Think i gain weight already. HAHA

Day 3. A fail day for all of us and a sick day for jess and jane. But the day we all judged and critisized people. haha cherating trip was quite relaxing and why i am darker? i dont know. ==

Day 4. Camwhore day. we camwhored more than 200+ pictures on us posing none stop in the car. LOL

Pictures and epic quotes of the day were taken and will be posted up soon.

And next road trip to kelantan. ON! And this time, other family members like Wandee, jaron, rouhui, aaron and yalda have to come with us.

Well, after a wonderful road trip comes stress and pressure. Performance in 2 weeks, sudden anat test this friday, biochem test which covers 4 large topics next tuesday, human from facebook i dont know why but pressured me kao kao for being in a relationship. I think is abit too much but like what jane said, most couples have to go through this. Though i dont like it at all the way they say it but i can understand they are just happy for us. Sigh, guess have to bear with it for some time la. T_T

Oops, why so emo wan suddenly? lol i am okay. haha dont worry especially from the sisterhood. everything is fine now (:

Father's Day coming. hmmm.... what should i get for daddy this time? ^^

Cant wait

2010-05-25T22:47:00.005+08:00

I cant wait for........

(1) Kuantan trip this weeekend. (sad-lah, wandee cannot make it. T_T)

(2) His wedding party. I cant believe he's getting married. I am happy for him. I dont know whether i am pretending to be happy or really am happy about it, but i no longer feel sad when people talk about him.

(3) Another him to come back. He's coming back from UK soon. This really is good news. I misssssss him so so much. Had freaking alot of stuff to talk to him.

(4) The following weeek so i can meet up with my USA friends. serious HOT GUYS. OMG.

(5) One month later. LOL

Adding on to the list.

XD

oh well

2010-05-20T19:36:00.007+08:00

Firstly, i would like to congratulate SHAUNIE 'DE RETARRDO for being my blog manager. So, if there's any discrimination/disagreement/dislike/complaints, please call 1800-KISS-MY-ASS and you will be able to reach him.

Next, MAY is a month, i guess, we DDS 3rd batch suffered the most problems caused by MAHSA. (as usual lah) but still we did have some extra-ordinary activities coming soon. KUANTAN TRIP. super looking forward to the trip. cant believe ITS ON!

Besides that, PERFORMANCE is ON too but sad-nya, coordinater/best friend JANE cannot make it. Still, we are so gonna blast that stage with our awesome performance. AND oh, to the older people who are so confident about their sketch/dance/singing, wondering why our performance is back?

Because we realise that you guys are way too cocky about your NOT-SO-AWESOME performance and we decided to sacrifice ourselves to perform during MDA conference. SEE, we are doing such a fantastic favor by beating you guys and putting the money into our pockets. Oh Well!

And not to forget, physio test on monday, anat test on tuesday, biochem test on the following following week then is SEM BREAK. :D HAPPY!

Oh, and since 1st floor is not available for us, so class will be held at the basement's anatomy suite for 2-3 weeks. AND IT SMELLLLLLLSS. thanks to hanifark and hanisuck. (for being so slow in asking the engineers to fix just one stupid power supply switch)

KASIHAN my facebook wall. super duper polluted by rumours but oh well (AGAIN), i am single still. muahahahaha

FORM 6 gathering later. better go prepare myself now. cant wait to meet all my use-to-be super good like nobody's business buddies and hotties. upload pictures tomorrow (if possible). LOL

YES, my real friends ROCK.

can don't ah? MUST CAN. 4 peopleS. earthworm made up of water la.

We are awesome.

XD

XP

2010-05-08T12:07:00.006+08:00

ok. i am sick. not mentally but physically. Terrible soar throat, flu, running nose, then nose block, coughing coming in slowly, fever already there, worst, having period which cause back pain headache and dizziness and directly making me having mental retardation, finger-ed noob, dooked expression and lethargy.

Still, i am here to blog because i want to blog and i have to blog because my blog is too dead and i must blog in order to make my blog alive since my blog is dead for some time and erm. time to blog now.

So, where to begin? hmmm...

1) simulation. Quote from Prof ikmal. e.g.

MAKE A FOOL OF YOURSELF NOW!
I WANT YOU TO MAKE A MISTAKE NOW!
Aaron and Jaron and Aaron and Jaron. why not some other names.
Arvinder, although you are having a flu but dentine is always moist.
When you guys said face problem and nicholas looks at me, i kinda understand whats going on.

Awesome-ness

2) class lunch which is awesome. thanks to tanusha for introducing the restorant. MUTTON. wah, superb. lots of photos taken. everything in facebook.

We DDS 3rd batch rocks. lol

3) imu dental dinner. i know its bad to criticized but seriously, not as good as expected. I think we can do better. not think. definitely can be better.

4) conference/performance. tired about it already la. you guys want to pay and go then we perform. You guys do not want to pay and not interested to go then don't perform. its a waste of my time trying to persuade you guys to go. And don't ask me whether there's practise or not because as long as one out of the 20 of us that are performing cant make it then its useless. we cant perform as dds 3rd batch anymore.

Why cant we just all pay rm100 and go for the conference and perform as MAHSA DDS 3rd batch?

i know i know. its expensive and you guys are kinda broke and don't feel like paying so much for the performance and also not interested in attending the conference.

So, i am not going to force or beg or whatsoever. UP to you. LOL

5) road trip. ON! even jess is going. but maybe she might just ffk in the end, still, our road trip to kuantan is ON. we'll go and live at jane's place and we'll go to PULAU TIOMAN. muahahahaha

6) Shanghai expo. TBC.

7) mother's day tomorrow. Wishing all the mothers on earth a very HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.

Quote from my mum: The day i was born is the day she suffered yet tears of happiness are flowing down her cheeks. I LOVE YOU MUMMY! lol

Talking about mother's day, all i know from young is me celebrating mother's day with my mum. I have never in my life till today that i realised that my dad wanted to celebrate mother's day with my grandmother too. ITs like O.o!!!

So, ask me what so special about mothers day this year. I celebrated with my GRANDMOTHER. XD

Live life simple.

Good night.

TiRing

2010-04-24T19:51:00.005+08:00

It has been a tiring week for me and the rest of the DDS coursemates.

Its like lectures in the morning, simulation starts coming in, right after class there's practise for performance, then go home so tired that you can only stare at the notes and no osmosis is happening.

For me, i haven even had time to warm up my brain to start studying after sem break and we just had physio test which i can comfirm again, screwed. Next to come, biochem and d.anat. My tuition kids coming back next week meaning, more work for me.

Busy is just an additional word to describe the weeks to come. SUPER HARDCORE practise for PERFORMANCE coz its coming dont know when but coming. IMU annual dinner really dont feel like going but they insert my name already.

IRON MAN 2. according to wandee, if i watch myself or did not watch with her, SLAP is the only thing i will get straight away. So, movie ON.

Of course, development of the face/tongue/palate/maxilla/mandible = read kenC's notes and biochem, look through Dr.jaiprakash slides (really not enough but haiz). Anatomy, need to read meh. Physio, since prof not around, dump aside first la.

Looking forward for the performance. cant wait cant wait. lol

F

2010-04-16T23:15:00.003+08:00

F. why my about to F-ing die grandmother want to do this F-ing last minute by saying she wants to pray to her F-ing long dead husband which has got nothing to do with me and make me got stuck at home and i cannot go to suwen's birthday party which upset quite alot of DDS ppl and i F-ing dont like this and i am super F-ing frustrated now.

*breath in*

*breath out*

okok. nvm. respect respect.

shit! i cant stop cursing like mad when my dad told me that.

F

.com.com.com

2010-04-11T13:06:00.005+08:00

ok. don't know why my dds ppl is in a trend or fashion to do this.com all over but melikethis.comthing.com

it makes ppl think about itseriously.com

well, 1st week of sem 2 had just passed and apparently results were out and hmmm....okok la. lol

surprisingly, we have soooo much physio classes that prof ghosh had to drag time just to "used" up the extra physio classes we had in sem 2 which, i think its GOOD. Will have more time to catch up with her and read more about the topics taught.

biochem, even more surprising that now we are left with 2 lecturers, dr. sakthivel with the indian slang and readingfromtheslidesonly.com skill. Dr. Jaiprakash is super awesome by declaring that his class is memang boring and he can understand why we are falling asleep but but but

i DID NOT. for the 1st time in biochem class. I.LISTEN.EVERY.SINGLE.WORD.HE.SAID because of the animation he put in his slides. conclusion, ANIMATION rocks.

Currently bare-ing with dr. Pratap on facial development where he is as fast as a rocket. luckily got notes from seniors if not really GG.com

anat, as usual, taking alot of time in one particular topic. THORAX.

and the most interesting-important thing =PERFORMANCE= cant wait man. WE DDS 3rd BATCH SUPER DUPER AWESOME dancing style. muahahaha practise is all we need. lol

stupiddumpidioticretardedpharking msn. i cant sign in for weeks already. what is this. WINDOWS HAVE PROBLEM WITH CONNECTION thing. =.= okok. troubleshoot super alot of times but COMPUTER JAM-ed up is the only respond i have.

btw,

arvin's quote:

LIFE IS GREAT. ENJOY IT.

XD

holidays OVER

2010-04-04T16:27:00.003+08:00

wokay. 2 weeks of sem break just fly passed. hmmm...good way of saying it, relaxing, another way of saying it, sien.

1st week,

Redbox with course mate
Jamming at alia's place
Violin orchestra at some ceremory in a hotel
Dancing for performance
Clubbing with my clubbing gang then redbox
Movie with family
Genting trip with family (1day nia)
Shopping alone
To make the list longer,
Testing out new camera which is free.
Playing with suki
Bowling
Movie again with friends
Eating
Sleeping

2nd week
Music nerding week
Massive violin practises
Shopping with family
Facebooking (stalking)
Playing piano like crazy
Singing alot
Yumcha with juniors
Movie with senior
Jamming again at alia's place (without alia)
Met my X. OMG he's getting married at my age =.=
Eating
Sleeping

A not-so-awesome holiday but still better than having assignments, tutorial, pbl, lectures, bla bla bla. and NOW here comes sem 2 and what should i do. Study hard-er lo.

Cant wait to meet all my coursemates again tomorrow. MISS them so much la. since i so free now, let me list down my coursemates name if i still can remember haha

hmmm..

Arvin (waiting for her bollywood dance choreography)
Carmen (sure got something to eat since she's coming down from pinang)
Meiyun (must persuade her to stay here)
Ester (super long never chat with her)
Su wen (belanja me lunch for not going movie with me)
Jane (performance punya stuff ready?)
Jess (stop dating lar)
Wandee (candy from singapore)
Aaron (dont want to remember him la)
Mabel (the tall girl with the doctor boyfriend)
Shoun Qi (coming down from ipoh rite)
Jessie (sure wear new baju wan. haha)
Mira (come come wan chat chat)
Rou (bring your violin down here now. wan duet with you)
Nic (ffk me for movie har, see la tml)
Sara fatihah izzah (time to discuss about performance)
Alia (jamming jamming again)
Sharon (from sabah, hmmmm...maybe got souvenir for me)
Shaun (massive vocal training succeed/fail ar)
Wilson (talking talking)
Tanusha (another chatting time)
Tiviya (lagi banyak to chat)
Pooyan Yasser Yalda (wooohooo, coming back from iran, more stories)
Nabilah (enjoying her honeybulan?)
Jaron (bring someting back from australia, chocolate pls...)

wah, cant believe i still can list down according to the name list. muahahahaha means my brain still not rusty yet.

so fast. 9 more semesters.

XD

Earth Hour

2010-03-27T17:11:00.002+08:00

Support earth hour

Switch off the lights or any electronic devices just for ONE hour. 8:30- 9:30pm.

And its TODAY. okok

bathing, sms-ing, studying, playing, killing zombies, eating, drinking, clubbing, shitting, anything, please do it before or after that hour. Its just one hour. wont die wan la.

LOL

XD

Genting

2010-03-24T18:28:00.001+08:00

went up genting today. photos in facebook. lazy to upload one by one here.

going to alia's house again tomorrow not for jamming but for performance.

perfomance. this time really had a bad feeling about this. its like we're gonna screw up and are discussing now how to "save" this thing so we wont be embarrasing ourselves. alot to plan. ALOT.

for now. eat facial sleep. lol

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